I wish you had stuck it out. I had confidence after that fiasco that you would be able to pull yourself up by the bootstraps, take your licks and just get better with it. You started to and then I see this. I'm not quite sure I get it. I've been ganked with full preps so many times I've lost count, but the fun in the whole process is taking a bad situation, be it rp or that evil friggen RNG, and turning it around in your favour again. I really did my utmost to help, but with trying to revive the Refuge and a ton of RL issues it made it difficult to even at times find you on in the same time bracket. Hope you give it another shot sometime. You learned a lot since Zoel.

One more suggestion.. Never be too lazy/indifferent to gathering preps. Not only can they be fun to find exploring, but they actually do save your life on occassion.

Arminas