As a mortal, I didn't fear you, but I did respect you. I actually looked forward to fighting you just to see if I could keep you occupied long enough for someone to actually kill you. Being an Imm and staying an Imm is not as easy as one would think. Very few actually get it done and with the high amount of heroimms about, it is not going to get any easier. I think you would have what it takes to make it if it were in the cards. Hopefully, things will work out for you and you will be able to take up CF as a source of entertainment again.