Role

Chapter 5

Again, I have awoken unsure if I am waking from a dream or if I am waking
within a dream. Even when I suspect I am awake my meditations are given to
significant losses of time. I will record my thoughts while in this twilight
of consciousness in hopes to reflect on them later.

Death has become as familiar to me as my own shadow. At first, I did not
recognize the greater blessings granted to me with each of deaths visits.
Thankfully the hubris of a youths understanding of death has been balanced
with humility over time. I expected death but I had never recognized it as a
path to enlightenment.

Time, ever-present predator the purveyor of death relentlessly lurks. Killing
blows hewn away burdensome bits of self, as a wolf pack culls a heard leaving
only what is strong. Each pruning a step closer to fully embracing cycle of
Thar-Eris.