Role

Chapter 5

Gokmokroh approached the Fog where the Lord Rahsael has known
to live. He came upon a few animals and a boy sitting about.
He felt the need to kill the boy, claim his corpse and take it
to offer to Rahsael. He knew to throw it within the well and did
so, and felt an overwhelming joy and happiness. While reveling
in the feeling, a strange doll showed up to speak to Gokmokroh.
The interaction was difficult as Gokmokroh could not put words
together enough to truly express his purpose. He attempted grunting
out simple words and trying to communicate his ways. The doll
did not understand very well, but Gokmokroh felt that there was
something else to this doll. It pierced the veil of language and
looked right at his soul and Spirit, as if the doll itself was
a representation of Rahsael.

Many words spoken. The doll was well versed in the common language
and Gokmokroh struggled to keep up. But the draw of throwing
things taken from others, flesh, objects of importance, things
coveted, down into the endless well haunted him like a fetish.
He could not escape the enjoyment he felt throwing steaks of
those he had slain down. For it was the finality of it. That
it would never hit bottom in this endless pit, but it would also
never be returned, that isolated, and focused true loss. So
many things in this land are recoverable when they lose it, but
anything put here, never came back, ever. It was the only way
to bring Loss, was to bring it here and dispose it within.

The doll finally left off with instructions for Gokmokroh.
Return to explain your loss as best one can with so little
ability with words. Gokmokroh has been trying to think of
a way to speak and show what he felt, and its been very
tough. In the meantime he has felt joy in gutting and slaying
those who are enemies of Rahsael and the Tree, and creating
flesh of them to be disposed of down the well. Gokmokroh
after his meeting with the doll, continued to throw other
sacrifices down the well. This seemed to anger the Doll
and Gokmokroh felt much loss from it. His desire to use
the well and this lesson conflict, he is confused.