Role

Chapter 3

The war with the darkness rages onward, I find myself needing to
prepare my soldiers for the trials ahead. I have tried to instill
them with a sense of temperance, for our enemies are cunning and
often seek to seperate us from one another, picking us off slowly
rather than facing the brunt of our assault. These have proved to
be trying times for the fortress indeed. However, I am pleased that
like myself my Maran and Squires remain steadfast in their honorable
duties.

I have come to find myself...drawn emotionally to one of the acolytes
Ailinilia. I have confronted her with my feelings, and my desire to
spend my time outside of duty getting to know her better. My heart
seems torn, as she seems to find difficulty letting me know of her
own feelings. I had spoken to my Lady of comming to know the fairer
sex..however, I wonder if I am approaching it in the right manner.
It seems that only time will tell.

A dream came to me recently, one that I would not expect and as such
I was caught very off guard by it. This dream seemed surreal..and I
must admit, my desire seemed to take the better of me as I gazed upon
the naked figure of the elven maiden bathing before me.I could not
mistake the resemblence this maiden bore to Ailinilia...As this was
not a conscious state, lust seemed to overtake me. I have meditated
upon this, and will seek the council of my Lady. I am ever thankful
that none were around to see the state I was in when I awoke, such
would have been an embarassment that I am not sure I could overcome.