Role

Chapter 4

Hiajist was invited to leave the Fortress, after being asked if he would
accept Siphana's aid in terms of defending the Fortress. Hiajist politely
rejected and advised the Captain that he had given some thought about
this before submitting an application. Hiajist knew that this will
become an issue eventually, considering it is within his Lady's teachings
not to accept anything from the conjurers. That is because conjurers are
so weak that they need aid from other planar, so logically how can anyone
take aid from such 'weak' conjurers? Hiajist advised the Captain that he
has confident that he would not be such situation that he would need aid
from Siphana, and all he asked from the Captain is some Faith in him and
some Hope for the future endeavour. But the Captain is indulged in his
own belief, refusing to provide such deeds of charity. Therefore Hiajist
was forced to leave, under a scenario given by the Captain, which might
not even exist at all. All of you can discard him, but none can take his
faith away from him.

Hiajist went to Goddess Baerinika's sanctuary jungle to seek her with
regards to this situation. But the Goddess was out hunting, and couldn't
answer Hiajist's prayers. Therefore Hiajist went to his Lady's sanctuary
hut to meditated, unknowingly Goddess Yean was there already, with open
doors awaiting for him. They spoked and chatted for a while, agreeing
that this is part of life that would be an invaluable experiences that
not many would have had.

Istdinen, a friend, was next to face this situation, he argued and fought
until the Silver Lord himself appeared, which results in Istdinen not
being forced to leave. Which finally, Captain Gramoak has decided that
he would invite both Acvilar and Hiajist back as a Squire. At this very
moment, a thought hit Hiajist's mind. The power of the Orb and the power
of the guild are two different things. Perhaps if the conjurer is unable
to aid with guild, perhaps he or she can aid ONLY with the power of the
orb. That is what Goddess Yean agreed on as well. Therefore Hiajist wrote
a scribe titled, conjurer, to the Lords and Ladies, to inform, and he
continues to wait for a reinstate, while continue honing what he has
learned and continue hunting the taint.

We are the Beacon of Light, Hope and Faith. If we cannot have faith in
each other, than what nonsense Unity is his. Hiajist is very thankful that
Istdinen has so much faith in him and Acvilar. A friend in need is a
friend indeed. Irregardless of differences, it is hope and faith that
brought us together, but the cruelty would be, it is also hope and faith
that seperates us, bringing us apart. What that does not bring us down
will make us stronger, what that brought us down will make us even stronger.
As long as we do not give up, we'll become stronger, our faith will strengthen
and our hope will be brighter. On forward we march! Hiajist finds that it
it is not easy to seek divine assistance to return to the Fortress. Instead
of being put down with disappointment, he took it as a test of dedication!