Role

Chapter 3

He is gone. Some people may have questioned the depths of
my love for him. Let them question. I feel now like my heart
has been brutally ripped from my chest. There is this numbness
and yet lingering agonizing pain. I find it hard to think
hard to breathe. He was so much.. he was the first person who
who ever loved me, the first person I ever loved. My life
without him will be so .... off. The one thing that saves me is
the part that has caused so much past strife. My neverending love
for Dey... he holds the unbroken part of my heart.. the part
that I gave him so long ago. I only hope that it will be
enough to pull me through this because I cannot do it on my own.
This once, my strength has failed me in a way that I cannot
control...
I hope that Lady Amaranthe will hold my El tightly in her arms
as I can no longer do so....