I guess I just lost interest in him a week ago or so, and my con was so low from various exploration and mob deaths, that I decided to con him instead of delete. My angry and hatefull half-drow goodie project, I guess it suceeded to a certain degree. I had a way of seeing things as lying, hate and deception as not evil emotions and actions, If the end result benefited the cause. I got some negative attention at that, which I think most have seen.

Azha was insane, he was haunted by ghosts who drove him forward. That was what I started with, in very simple words. I let it evolve during my time; karithia added that they were ghosts of the old masters tower, Gherian added some confusing #### about direction in a maelstroem of thoughts. Well, in the end it was quite deep I guess.

During Azhas life time as a hero (300 hours) I experienced I think.. six raids. This was in times when there were like 5-7 imperials around, grow some balls. You dont NEED Izuvererus to be around to raid. .....three village raids, all of them failed with one causualty on their side.

To get adept came out of the blue, but I wont say no thank you to such.

Im finished with goodies for a while. The dark side, here I come.


Karithia: Thanks for all the attention. Im still embaraced of my performace in the mini quest you gave me when I was in the 30ths. First I got raped by a villager, then I stumbled around like a fool untill you basicly pointed me the way.

Gherian: Azharadon did not like you at all. You where his exact opposite in view on how things should be done. But damn strong and skilled, I made my voker with you as a sort of goal when it came to PK'ing. (OOC I like Gherian a lot, but azha could not handle you)

Synbendorial: Show up again! I know you have been dragged away, but you are a good leader. I dont think Azha could have been a good leader, because he is far to impulsive.

All others.. if you post I will reply if there is anything to add.

I rarely fought with other warlocks, because most of the time I was alone with a few lowbie warlocks. Outside raids I fought mostly alone anyway. I dont know how people die regularly with invokers, especially warlock invokers.


Enemies:

Izu-healer-dude: Damn.. a healer who force a voker to use barrier.. 'nuff said.

Jurrintaila: Hated your guts. Why the hell should I not make you an enemy? I hired an assassin to kill you.

Khalazid(sp?): Your a beast, you hurt me ALOT even through ABS/ward/protection.

Akrangol: That bash is scary. When you were around I always kept a fresh major shield, because of the stun.

Various druids: You died way to much to pebble, but some of you found the secret in the end.

Tich: You improved by ALOT from our first fights to the end of our lives, well done.

Valguranera: I was going to kill you. It was all in my role *laugh*. Actually I had plans to imm Azha, but when Gherian did so I said #### it and went withthe drift.

Cerunnir.

Past chars:
Seon
Nangor
Thevequn
Fredrilath
Cerunnir
Thorgard
Zacerzan
Carzolian
Starkad

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Aw man, you'll be missed that's for certain. You knew what you were doing, that's for certain and that's never a bad thing if you ask me
We complemented eachother fairly well in most battles we fought side by side, especially with what I suspect was your favorite offensive spell

Anyway, Azha was a job very well done in my eyes and I hope you won't succumb too far into the darkness

See you in the fields *tip*

Jirash

The fun.. the fun.. when we pebble/cheapshot killed people..

ATK

From a complete OOC standpoint, I liked your character. It was different from the evil mages raped my dog and stole my mother, now I have to protect the world crap. He was someone you just couldn't get a real handle on. Results would say one thing, personality another. From an IC view...man, I think that interview we had pretty much summed it up. No freakin way. There was a few times I had induct azharadon none typed in...and I had to stop myself because it just wasn't my own role to do it without facts. All the way up to the end I just got that leery, is he really on my side feeling, and I liked it. As for the discussions we had towards the end. I didn't mean to confuse you, I was trying to give my view (solicited view that is) on the whole insane person doing anything to achieve a goal, while claiming to be good. Just wasn't something I could say "Sure, sounds good to me" to. So in closing, you were definately more fun as an ally than an enemy, see ya around.

In young age right after induction I was ploting to betray you, but it faded out with time. I think I could not find a way to do it or something.. Im happy, the 'I dont feel quite right' combined with the effective warlock was exactly what I wished.

I think it came out a bit wrong. You did not confuse me, more put another level to my roleplay. I had a lot of fun with this character, the distrust at the begining and then slowly forming trust in allies. It took a long time before people begun trusting my word, when I said I was a warlock.

By the way, the karithia interview was a damn nice challenge. The warlock philosophy I could do with my eyes closed and my brain in a lock. But the deep(very deep) questions about the history of the tower was hard.

ATK

When you asked me all those in dept questions about the history of the tower, I had something 'Pff, this is my first warlock attempt, how the hell am I supposed to know all this!' Which no doubt was exactly what you hoped people would think . But I like a challenge when I see one, so I was going to get those answers. When Synbendorial approached me and gave his recommendation, there was ofcourse no need for it anymore. (But I really would have come back with the answers )

Like I said earlier, Azharandon was an intimidating person IC, but a very cool char to be with OOC. That whole 'cold sharp voice' thing was just creepy. Well done.

Good luck with the next and all that.
And don't turn away from the light too long.

I thought you were a pretty neat character. You come off as really cold and harsh, which seemed to fit the half-drow good aligned theme I thought. We didn't get to do much, but you seemed like you knew what you were doing when it came to fighting. Seemed like a fun char, wished we could have done more.

...that dark side is in need of you?
We are doing fine, trust me.
Or is it time to switch to the winning team?

Never said the dark side needed me, but I need new challenges. And I want to kill those paladins

Not all evils are empire you know..

ATK

As I see it, you are running from a challenge.
Counterwise, I'm considering that next year I'll make up a goodie (since I won't play for a long, long time after this one).
Making up evil character would mean joining the strong side!

(argument is simple - I am there so we are stronger!)

But every joke contains a piece of the joke

Son of a...I must have missed a pray/note along the way of you perhaps asking for a vitiality quest, because I know I sure forgot to check in the past few weeks. I so wish you would have been able to stick it out another couple of weeks at least. I had that Tower setup ready to be submitted to be overlooked real fast so I could get you in it.

I really like the character as I saw a bit of Karithia in you. I didn't really expect you to nail the history questions which is why I tossed them to you. They served more than one purpose. To see how much you did know and to teach you what you didn't. I'm glad to see you applied that knowledge later on.

As far as the mini-quest goes, that sucked that Rager got you, but it happens. It all worked out in the end. The quest was also a subtle clue for you on things to come as well as some of the ghost echoes you would hear.

I just hope you enjoyed the character throughly and I tried to watch you when I could, often dividing my attention between you, Gherian, and Synbendorial.

Good luck on your next,

Karithia El'Feanor

The vit-quest note was sent a bit before I lost the interest. If not for the loss of interest, I could probably have aged on the con I had left. I wasnt in a habbit of dying, atleast not to PK's.

I hope I did not ruin any plans you had in the tower things.

I have a rule I live by, when I loose interest I abandon the character quickly. This game is after all about having fun.

On the history questions. I played a warlock back in the mortal karithia times, right after the fall of the masters. When we still were in the fort. So I had to twist my brain trying to remember the events back then, I think I managed quite well but failed on the 'who' questions.

ATK

Aww, sad to see you go. You were fun to have around. You made me smile. I loved your unique playing style, but was kind of disappointed when you shifted your style near the end from insane to that other thing you were going for. I have a soft spot for insane people and would likely have reccommended you if you had just said "Warlock Good." In my reccommendation I ironically remember (Ironic because I have a terrible memory and it's such a small thing) that I had put down that you were a bit insane, but the Warlocks needed more insane people. They do. You were a driven PKer, like I had used to be with Chas, but then I got lazy like I always do. I loved your previous chars, and like to know there's someone out there that experiments as much as I do with classes/races/alignments. Anyhoo, fun times we had, and sorry to see you go. PS One of my favourite memories of you involves someone mentioning we should all be together gangbanging our enemies and we each were just like, no. Solo killing all the way! Well, this is a pretty jumpy note, just read the parts you think you like and block out the rest. So, hope to meet your next char, and the idea of a non-empire evil, revolutionary. I wonder if anyone else will pick up on that. (Please don't start a thread of indignation based off of that last comment, you people that are offended and going, but I'm a scion, or uncabaled. I hate sparking threads by sarcastic comment.)

Darn you, darn you to heck. Why couldnt you come along like the other warlocks to your doom with me and Tichniktil defending their retrieval. I think I managed to actually kill you once when you were trying to kill the bear and I know I made you run a fair few times, but damn you were mean. You would always get away from us when you were just nearing death. But yeah if you were ever on it made us rethink our raid and defending moves. Strong char, but seeing as you played Starkad I feel somewhat betrayed.....going from a sylvan leader to a warlock??? How could you????!!!! heh well we need you back, you cannot resist the urge of the Pack. Come to us.....coommmmeee toooo usssss

Well anyway good fights, good char and good luck on your next

I liked you a lot, you seemed to know what you were doing (contrary to me from time to time ).. Thanks for helping me out when you did.. Good luck with the next..

Gwy

I felt really bad after that incident right east of the KoR, I could probably have worded you. But the chance of an escape would have been slim. That was probably the most obvious trap they could ever have set for us. I think you lost your head for a moment there, and that can be very fatal in the world of CF.

We were a good team, strange for a half-drow and elf eh? There werent much we could not do or kill together. Bard/Invoker and Healer/Invoker are VERY strong teams.

ATK

Much as Karithia said, I tried to watch when I could, and keep things interesting while waiting on a few loose ends to be tied up so that I could finish this darn quest. It's been dragging on forever now.

Az was fun for the fact that he Was so different then everyone else, and the friction between him and Gherian made it fun. As for that recent meeting between you, Q, and a certain person who shall remain nameless at the moment, Az's reaction to the idea was correct (for a warlock) in my mind. Any true warlock would have responded the same way. Sure, it might not be the best thing for the world, and a bunch of innocent people might get horribly killed, but any real warlock would have been repulsed by the mere thought of what was suggested (though I have to admit, it was funny watching him push your buttons, and Az getting miffed). Hehe

Once I’m able to move forward and finish the quest, a few things for you personally will be cleared up and make sense in the end, although I wish you had survived till the end (I had planned on a con quest, but really didn’t expect to see you on the dead list so soon. Damn power outage).


PS: I'll be damn glad when I'm not "lost" anymore... *grumble*

Could you send me a mail, clearing up the part of the quest I was involved in? What did I do right? What did I do wrong? Now, or when the quest is finished. And maybe where it ended among things like that. It would be interesting to hear.

I tried to take Azha away from the normal 'good' way to thinking, and probably broke quite a few of the unwritten rules out there. But at the same time balance it by being very effective when it came to the pure effectiveness in fighting our enemies.

-atk@mouh.com-

ATK

I was in Sylvan under Starkad and you were a good character then and Azharadon is just the same. You caught on I was speaking a modified form of Norwegian and started speaking it back to me! That was indeed fun. I tried an invoker after my Sylvan was always getting beat up by them, but that is just WAY too much practice and determination, I do not have the patience. Oh, and God gammen, du som hater gud! Lystig

Do send me an e-mail, or aim/msn me. I try to get in touch with norwegian/nordic CF players. Always fun.

atk@mouh.com

AIM: Cerunnir

MSN: cerunnir@hotmail.com

ATK

I loved interacting with you. I always wondered what your role was, and knew it must be something totally deep. Great job! I never fought a player with you, since that is not my style, but you were great to hang around with (and not being afraid to ask for help is always a good thing). Hm... well, I don't have a lot more to say I guess, but I loved your character.

Well played I was a bit shocked when you'd solo raid and kill the bear without a sweat, kudos for playing one of the toughest (in my opinion0 classes in cf and enjoyed the limited interaction we shared and wish you luck on your next. HEY I LIKE RUN ON SENTENCES

Yes those poor Warlock invokers, weaker then a caballess drow anti-paladin I tell ya.

I appreciated Azharadon alot, and that is both IC as well as OOC. Pheqim always saw the good in you, in many ways, and he respected and liked Azharadon a great deal for it. (Not in the least because the both of them were also pretty explicit chaotics, each in his own little way.) As a player I loved your character's speech and roleplaying, and interacting with you thus was always a fun and interesting something. Like Gherian, you had 'Battlemage' written all over you and it suited your character alot in my opinion, so you'd better look at that condeath with a sense of pride.

Sorry I didn't stick it out with Itaeapheqim. But thanks for the interesting though few interactions, and congrats on a job well done.