This character sorta died when Urtrekis went dormant. I mean I guess he was dormant for a long while, but I lost my impetus when I actually saw him on the dormant list. Ignorance is bliss.

So for the last 80? or so hours I was on autopilot. I had one thing left to do, get to hero so I could decide if it was worth whatever was next. Already half-done with the character of course I made it with like 6 or 7 trains left, about half of my limited gear apparently only stuff I was using (because it was always in) and a net negative desire to play. So I'd log on to delete, get in a fight, wind up rage deleting. Reactivate because while I didn't love the character it wasn't a rage-deleting situation. Then log in and the fetish is gone. Retrieve, delete, and it still shows up as a rage delete! Then this happened again. Then again.

How to know it's time to delete your ranger: you're getting fights (sometimes even in the wilderness!) and you're still bored.

Anyhoo. Thanks and props to the imms for this stupid, stupid game.

This seemed like a really well thought-out character and probably
deserved more than you got (unfortunately the huge downside to
following a dormant god). Sorry things didn't work out, but good
luck with your next!