Crerigord Wormseeker, the Grand Master of Changelings, Chosen Nihilist

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Chapter 16

Ive been wandering the woods for many years now... mostly alone.. Few
understanding why I wander there.. They ask where do you wander when you
travel in them? why do you avoid the cities...some easier to answer than
others.

The answer to why, is a simple one. Freedom of spirit and mind. Not being
bound by the law or rather people there. I am not a sheep to be lead about in
a corall... I am one. Not many. I am infact my own person of my own
violation.

The where, is much easier. I travel where I feel free. Where my feet lead me.
Where the food lies. Where I may find shiny trinkets that might peek my
interesst.

Now as I travelled not long ago, a whispering wind spoke to me. Asked me
things of the grove of the sylvan. Asked many things it should not have
known.... Starteled me at first.. yet comforted me with his words later.

The thing that has changed is one person, that has had more impact in my life
than most folk have. Voronil a grand druid. We spoke much of freedom,
personal freedom. He spoke to an imp that wanted anarchy that sought perhaps
to teach freedom to others. To show them a way perhaps. Voronil could not
tell for shure. I sort of doubt the imp would tell much. As I belive freedom
is something you acchive on your own. Being free is but a state of mind. Not
something you can be shown like a skill. Its a way of life. Its not to be a
sheep, to fight for something your heart desieres.

Perhaps I to can find true freedom, or must I change my ways more so. A start
was leaving the city I think. The next my realization of whom I am, and
perhaps more what I am. The next step is maybe to change my being.

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Chapter 17

My family has treated me well, my father a farmer from the auturi village. A
hard working folk they are. But even they knew from early on that I would not
become a farmer like they where. So they sendt me to the city to my aunt.
Where I was to learn the arts of shapeshifting. With her I grew much, but she
was a good teacher, and showed more innsight than many others. Teaching me to
respect the world around me. Especially to take care of my spirit. Something
I still do not understand the true meaning of. She told me to seek it, and
embrace it, for it is I....Perhaps time will show me....

Being from a large city like Seantryn moedan one grows accustomed to the
rampaging Minotaurs that roam the streets, and the oppression these give the
people there. Its not a friendly town in my eyes. And I feel more and more
distant from it. I dont yet know what calls me, but there is something in my
soul that calls out to something else. Oway from this "prison" that this city
is. Perhaps another city will give me more peace of mind. I just hope it will
not become another cage.

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Chapter 15

As I have travelled more, I belive I have found freedom in being out in the
wilds, not having anyone dictate my ways or movement. I am indeed a free
spirit in the sence that none command me, I follow my hearts desires. Even
though the cost at times seem to be great. Having no restrictions upon my
shoulders is indeed a great boon. I do what I like. I find that perhaps the
path of the warders is not mine to take. Even though to be apart of the wilds
would be good. Especially with the company they would make. And it seems so
far I do more than most of them just being in the wilds. Searching out
woodland creatures, quenching forest fires. I pay tribute to the wilds by
being apart of them, and my spirit soars higher for each day I am out in the
woodlands. Fighting or even just inhaling the scents that are. In giving up
what I thought where luxeries I have found something greater.

My ways have also changed a bit. I have become more recless in my ways. Not
always thinking my action all the way through, or well I cannot always make
sence of them anymore, its more instincual. Perhaps I am changing more than I
first thought.

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Chapter 14

After speaking to Flarkle briefly I found that there are many views of a free
spirit. His is striking just to strike, because his spirit wants to. Mine
would not do this just because I could strike, but more that in striking I
show my spirit, my intention and that Id not die for nought. Nothing is worse
than a pointless death. What have I shown then?. This seems to be beyond this
Flarkle. Strangely.. I learn more and more of these things as each day
passes. And I have come to the realization that a free spirit is something
that I can gain more and more innsight to as I live and grow older. My thirst
for knowing myself, and freeing myself of my old bonds grows greater each
day. Whom would have thought that my first trip to the wilds would be an
endless one.

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Chapter 13

After having travelled much of the lands and seeing much destruction I feel
my heart grow heavy with the efforts I make as they often seem to be in vein.
I try to fight as best I can, and put out the fires that I am able to. But
one person can only do so much. Especially against a horde such as the
empire. And with the dissapointments that friends or them I would normally
consider as friends. Even with the Spirit Lord telling me he would speak to
me soon, has not occured. I know no longer where to turn. So I fight alone,
with undead surrounding me or foes in other shapes. I fight a draining
battle. I had hoped I would have the time to search for a greater defending
beast in nature, so I could learn from it. But no such thing has happened as
I am charged at from most directions.

I hope that soon some light will come through the dense brush that surrounds me.

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Chapter 12

Upon reaching the pinnacle of my guild, I have found innsight into the form
of a porcupine. I have now started searching for a more ultimate defending
form. In choosing to defend the wilds alone I have also found a personal
thirst for knowlage of this. Perhaps it is a futile quest. But I shall have
to find several animals in the wilds and study their behaviour. I must even
perhaps enter a city to study the guildmasters there.

I have found a high tower in the shadow grove that has one such shapeshifter,
though he has chosen the form of a ram. Yet he may know of something that can
help me guide me on my path.

I am also very depressed that my Lord has not spoken to me after he said he
would. Has he abandoned his mortal worshipers, or was the toll of the loss of
the grove a greater blow than he first thought. My thoughts go out to him
every day.

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Chapter 11

My search for the beast I sought to learn more about, a greater "defender of
sorts" has ended. A worm of great power indeed. Striking with poison and
striking any that strike it. Healing its wounds, and resisting blows dealt to
it. One could only guess its ability to shrug off spells. I doubt it would
bother trying to avoid any spell, but living in the dark it might take more
dammage from fire than ice. Fire since its a creature that dwells mostly in
the dark and resisting ice as it lives in a cold place indeed. It does not
rely on swiftness, but rather brute strength. Striking quite hard. Though not
often. Perhaps I will take another journey to it, to see if it resists a
shamans attempts to weaken it.

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Chapter 10

Having lived alone in most of my life, out in the wilds, I have finally found
some like minded folk, though not goodly all of them, but Id prefer their
company any day as long as they do not do any dark deeds when I am about. As
well as having been alone fighting has brought me the attention of One Imp
that I dare not speak its name to often has his soul to is dark, but he has
taken his liking of how I fight my fights, and named me one of his chosen. As
well as this A new refuge for the souls that have similar ideas on what
plagues the lands this brought the attention of Amaranthe the Lady of the
harvest moon. Her teachings has meant alot to me, since my own Lord has not
answered any of my prayers the two last decades. This last thing has brought
me much sorrow. My quest of learning of the great worm I so admire is almost
given up.

With the attention of the Lady of the Harvest moon so has also the warning
come that I must not sway further towards the dark path or I will loose focus
of the self I now have. I must aggrea in this, that my fight against the pox
of civilization has perhaps made my heart darker especially with the fight I
always stand against. Though I have started to remedy this with lessening my
actions with one dark soul that I consider a great ally. And in that I seek
now to help younger souls, and using the time with them to teach them some of
ever so slightly.

The Lady Amaranthe has also tought me much. Especially of the view of magic.
My view of the world is much the same, though some has changed. I have also
found even one more way to free me from the civilization, the relenquishment
of coins. Perhaps even more teachings will be given to me.

Concerning the Imp, we have talked slightly, he seems quite unconcerned about
my actions but has noticed that my ways have become ever more chaotic.
Something id not disagrea upon. As it has been changing for many years. He
did also make me apart of the Outlanders even though Amaranthe thought I
should spend more time in the wilds. Id not aggrea to this normally, but I do
not think I have spent to little time in the wilds. My fights and gathering
of things I have needed to survive have brought me into the more civilized
areas but it has not come at the cost of my knowlage of the wilds.