What you describe as your great hatred struck me as a 10-year old whine. You have no idea of the utter BS that you have to swallow as a paladin. It starts from lvl 20 with wrath and goes on till you delete. Things like : coward why do you flee ? (after a thee-on-one gangbang), why don't you come here (on eastern road with at least one other person hiding), wrath is overpowered, you only won because of this or that, why do you run (after killing two sets of centurions and then finally imperials show up - especially younger yerars), why do you run (two or more spam-bashing giants show up while fighting centurions) and so on and so on. Really you should try to play a paladin. Mind you, this is not just restricted to the paladin class, but this was the first time ever that I got so much of this nonsense. What I recall about you is that you were calling me a coward (or something alike: you're not a real paladin and all) because I wasn't coming to fight you where you wanted (Everytime you struck the maran I did come however), but after that initial talk I was thinking like 'Oh man .. not agaaaaaiiiiin. I don't need to listen to this sh*t'. So, probably my fault, yes, but please bear with me. You have no idea how the biggest mouths can turn into the biggest cowards. I've played Maran for quite some time now, and although every time is different in its own way, these elements are ever-returning and not-escapable. (Then again, having played some evil, I know the same #### can come from the good side) Another thing. As I already said, you were always telling me like 'I'm here, come and get me'.. Keeping in mind the things that I just said, do you really think I'd come ? That's probably the main reason why I didn't do duels. In Glaubarsto's life, I had one or two fair duels out of eight or nine calls for duel (all pre-30).. So, imagine you're telling me 'I'm here', you don't really expect me to come after you anymore, right? Moreover, I hardly ever sat in my guild or in the Fort, I was busy 98% of the time: my time isn't exclusively yours you know.. I remember one particular moment where I was struggling for life after a bad teleport and one where I was even more struggling in sirine's. Anyways.. Sorry that I misunderstood, then again, I hope you understand my reasoning better as well, now.
Peace.