Role

Chapter 30

I admit, the belief that I am deceiving my allies for my entertainment does
sting.

Maybe that's unfair of me. It would be fair to say deception has been a
close friend throughout my life. It doesn't need to be rational, though. It
still stings.

Perhaps its the irony too. The Spire was the deception, and they consider
my service exemplary. The Masters project is as honest as I've ever been
with those outside the Cadre, and they believe it a lie.

I did not expect to lose Mezai, first. Perhaps I should have. She makes
platitudes that it might not be for sure, but I know how this goes. When
someone starts looking for their exit route, its already over. Its just a
matter of time.

I doubt our friendship will ever be the same. That is... sad, I suppose.
That lie came easily: that I would not begrudge her for walking away. I
suppose that is because I trusted she would be one of the ones to stay
until the sweet or bitter end.

I suppose even the lessons we learn the best sometimes need a harsh
reminder. Trust. Loyalty. Such rare commodities.

This might be the beginning of the end for the Masters project.

But it isn't over yet.