Death_Angel | Wed 22-Aug-12 09:12 PM |
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#41094, "Darikir's Role Chapter 8"
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RoleChapter 8 Memories Added Fri May 18 08:26:19 2012 at level 21:At last, a healer recommended that I seek out the Lady of the Purple Lotus. After searching Thera for her Bathhouse, I found it and was granted an audience. I was overwhelmed with her beauty and kindness, as we discussed the little I knew about the events leading to the loss of my memories. As stories told of her, she has such a remarkable gift of healing that I knew she could restore me. I told of the stored up emotions, the pain I felt without knowing why. She told me that she would think of ways to heal me, but I might have to come to terms with never regaining my memories. I tried to keep a stoic face, but I left crushed inside. If the most talented healer who has become a God could not easily do it, could it even be done?
I had heard that it is possible to regain memories slowly, but this felt like it would of happened by now if it was going to. Then I met with someone who said that we had probably known each other in Arial City, and without any thought I responded that I hadn't spent much time there as a child. A memory had returned, surely they all would start coming back now. Yet as the weeks went on, no more came. I started to accept I might have to come to terms with only being who I currently am.
But how could I come to terms without knowing who I was? Who was I now? An arial training with warriors, with no direction in life? I sought comfort in exhaustion and mindlessness, and found both in training myself. The training felt familiar and that was comfort and pain at the same time. I found myself forced out of training and to ground in Arial City to avoiding the attention of a rather brutish giant. All of these faces, so much like mine yet none knew me as that lone memory knew they wouldn't. I felt anxiety at having time to think again, and was flustered until I decided to train with the warriors paid to be guards. Yet as one fell, he shrieked Kinslayer. They did not feel like my kin, they did not know me, yet they thought of me as such? I stopped as I realized they did not deserve this and felt shame at my ignorance. How many of my actions would be better guided if I just knew who I had been? Or would they be worse?
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[NEXUS] Darikir Nevaihr the Watermarked, Swept by the ...
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