None of the other cabals have an aversion to killing sentient neutrals, just Fortress.

Your personality and outlook on "good" also seems to veer towards lawful evil or lawful neutral. Which means you would not had to alter your "roleplay" or personal philosphical outlook much.

So go play an Imperial and hunt Nexans all day long. You would not have to change your views in any way and can take out your real life frustrations and disappointments in a therapeutic manner where no one gets hurt.

Hopefully, once you learn how to PK, you'll stop making posts like these on OOC forums with empty threats, and instead actually accomplish what you want to in game.