...which also proves my mind is in a ####ed up place...

Due to certain personal situations I will more than likely not be playing CF for a while, maybe forever (though I've tried to quit several times).

If I succeed with what I want to happen personally, I'm not even sure I'll want to play.

If this is the last time I can really speak to the CF populace I just wanted to say in a weird way you were all my friends. I thank you for all the time that you allowed me to escape from the real world, and I thank you all for actually making me enjoy this weird, no graphic game.

Zulg, you da man. Wish me luck.