I was driven to getting my voice back, but the way I took the RP made it tough. Lauriel was trying to be a perfectionist and since she lost the ability to perfect her songs, she lost the motivation to live. I really wish that I would have made some better choices near the end, and maybe things would have been different. But all in all I had the most fun with this char then all my others combined.
Good luck with Cezar though, you are a tough bastard and you know it!