Indeed, trust me, no one was more disappointed that often-times you or Zymos or what have you were the only evils around then *me*. I hate being the only guy fighting back a horde, so I sympathize with you somewhat, though...I don't feel abhorrently bad about it since you're one of the single most survivable classes in the game. Basic summary:

Lot of evils vs. one goodie = bad thing.
Lots of goodies vs. one evil = bad thing.
Lots of warlocks quitting out when Dullameh logs in = bad thing. (I can't say Marans because we were quite few and far apart).
Lots of scions logging out because Dullameh quits = bad thing.
Lots of evils vs. lots of goodies, even terms where skill gets put to the test, or solo evil vs. goodie = great thing.

Its a game, and I will never understand what the point of having good gear is if you don't risk losing it by *using* it.

Death_Claw/Boldereth/Kerikorlian.