Sat Dec 2 09:13:44 2006

At 9 o'clock PM, Day of the Bull, 29th of the Month of the Great Evil
on the Theran calendar Gmuer perished, never to return.

Race:	human
Class:	necromancer
Level:	36
Alignment:	Evil
Ethos:	Orderly
Cabal:	TRIBUNAL, the Blood Tribunal
Age:	38
Hours:	149

There are no words in any language that describe the depth of my sorrow and anger at myself for seeing this.

Well. This was going to be my big push. Especially after those role rewards.

After the first long absence I had, I was really looking forward to trying to lvl up.

But, after a number of weeks of really trying hard to find groups, I decided to take 5 days off. One work week. To regenerate.

Well. On the fourth day. My brother's wife got Baker Acted. I don't blame you for not knowing what that is, I had no Idea what it was.

Basically, the state checked her into a mandatory 3 day psych ward hospital after she tried to commit suicide, then she opted for the full 28 day program, to try to get herself off alcohol (she is an alcoholic).


Well. My Bro is barely keeping up with bills as it is. And with three children, two of which are my Godsons, I had to go live with them and watch the kids while he was at work, because I worked at night. They don't have a computer.


So I get back today. and I realize. If I *NOT* taken those five days off in the beginning, I would not be auto-deleted now.


Not quite sure how I am taking this yet. Probably not in a healthy way, heh.


I'm going to go do some drinking myself. Maybe when I sober up I'll be willing to do proper farewells to everyone.

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