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52257, RE: I'd really like your opinion on me
Posted by Azilaph on Wed 31-Dec-69 07:00 PM
>I was going to post a long reply, but said to hell with it.
>
>I really appreciate this long post. On some of the things, you
>were dead right. On some, a little skewed in my opinion.
>
>The first paragraph: you mentioned about 'not a real villager'
>or 'undeserving of the hut.' I don't think I actually said the
>first one, and I was all bluster often about the second one.
>Unfortunately, this was a time when the entire rp plot thing
>was going on, the Village was near full, and I was told to
>weed out the bads in the Village. You were just too damned
>awesome to be weeding out, even though you did often go
>against some of my guidelines. And to be frank, these were new
>guidelines, and got harsher over time because of the constant
>complaints I had to endure from other characters regarding
>Villager behaviors. I expected people to disagree
>and because of your obvious leaderish behaviors, you were the
>one who most stood out. As for the ones on the Pillar, I have
>to agree with you on that. However, I tried to introduce a new
>factor into the Village, especially because Ordasen was gone.
>

Did you hear a lot of complaints against Azilaph? Nobody ever told me if they did. And while I appreciate you thinking I was awesome :) I'm not sure how'd you really know, since we didn't travel that often and I didn't announce my kills but rarely. Still, thanks for that though!

>
>Second paragraph: Sorry if you thought I completely believed
>them. The thing is that people that I questioned never
>outright denied it. And probably you thought I gave them more
>weight than yours by the way I questioned you. In truth, I was
>really skeptical, but I thought as a drillmaster, I should at
>least follow through. I'm more of a hardass on the villagers
>than outside people. It's all about love and caring :P
>

Oh, I agree, you should ask about it. I just got the sense you actually believed them, too. My mistake.

>Third paragraph: I never noticed a rager who needed
>bandage/poultice. Maybe it's my oversight. There was one
>incident where I specifically did not bandage/poultice because
>that rager pissed me off IC. The situation followed in line
>with what that rager did to piss me off.
>

I can show you logs if you want. :P

>Once again, I appreciate your comments. No worries about
>giving a bad impression. For me to despise a character when we
>weren't fighting together THAT much just made it more
>enjoyable.
>

I didn't realize you really despised Azilaph. Damn. I didn't even try!

>I thought you played Azilaph very well, both in the rp aspect
>and ooc aspect. The only thing time that I thought was kinda
>off was when you refused to fight in the circle. Granted there
>might've/might not be a reason (based on Rektath's conclusion
>there was), I didn't understand why you would not want to
>fight. I think I would've won, but for a villager to refuse a
>challenge is somewhat...meh.

Azilaph didn't just mouth the spirit of being in a brotherhood and village where you're all forsaking your pasts and joining a new family, he lived it, breathed it. There would have been precious little he'd rather do than hurt or kill another villager. It would just weaken that person in the bigger war, in his mind, and so if things could be figured out without needing to fight in the circle, so be it. He wouldn't back down and mewl like a kitten, so if you really wanted to fight then he'd fight, but in that one instance it just wasn't worth it. Also, he did enough fighting out in the lands that he was pretty confident in his courage and didn't need to worry that anyone would question it there.

Enjoy the rest of your time with Rektath. I loved my drillmaster Vershelt, it's a good time.