Don't you see this as evil behaviour? I know you will never admit anything. Let me give you an example:

A goodie is wanted and is ranking. You attack the wanted and of course his nice groupmate that has never broken the law aids him. You now find it correct to forever hunt that groupmate, even if he has never broken the law or anything? That is evil behaviour, not a neutral wise gnome.

I don't know the whole backstory about you or why people hate you. Or well, I forgot it. But take a step back and see if tons of very good veterans and imms say that you are not doing what you should, perhaps learn from that instead of getting hostile?