Sinse I cant post on a board.

So a questions is,

If i broke a rule, should I delete my char? Dont be honest, just let me hear your answer.

It is a game. You should be having fun. If the character is fun to play and the role is good, I don't think you should. Deletion should come from boredom if anything at all. And there is always room for redemption of some kind.

As Khaso said, if you enjoy the character and rp well, it would benefit you personally to keep going and learn from the error. If there is a sour taste in your mouth about the whole affair, you may wish to move on to another character. I give props to folks who mess up and pick themselves up and do their best. It's all about how 'you' feel, and not based on what others think.

If you enjoy the character stick with it, and learn from your mistake. Don't do it again, and make your gameplay and roleplay make anyone forget you ever broke a rule. That's just my opinion.