I needed a way to get away from CF because it has a habit of making me unreasonably angry. I'm aware of this and went to therapy to control my temper better. So I made up a fake cheating situation (A real cheating situation, but I was not a part of it) where I was supposedly involved and was banned for it. I apologized for lying about it to get myself banned so I can be away from the game to work on myself. Could I have handled the situation better? Yea, but lying about it was the only way I could make sure I couldn't come back unless I really wanted to. If I just said ban me until I want to come back it would of been a lot easier to just come back.