Sun Jan 17 18:11:28 2016

At 2 o'clock PM, Day of the Great Gods, 26th of the Month of the Winter Wolf
on the Theran calendar Miakoda perished, never to return.

Race:	wood-elf
Class:	warrior
Level:	51
Alignment:	Neutral
Ethos:	Neutral
Cabal:	HERALD, the Heralds of the Eternal Star
Age:	511
Hours:	291

Sorry everyone, I loved this character but I couldn't CF at the moment. I've got issues with family right now, major issues, deadbeat relative moving in with me to keep her off the streets issues. I'm in no place mentally to RP, even though I wanted to as a means of escape. Very stressed out, I'm going to figure all this out before I come back. Hope it's soon. Stay cool, CF. Keep a city on fire for me until I return.

Role Entry about you.

http://forums.carrionfields.com/dc/dcboard.php?az=show_mesg&forum=31&topic_id=54298&mesg_id=54353&page=

Damn. Sorry RL is turning to hell. Hope you get through it all OK.

I had planned to kill you in a most spectacular way, but as your playtimes dropped, I feared that killing you would lead to you deleting, and I much preferred actually having ONE non-reaver "friend".

I loved your char, and your RP was top-notch. Beyond Stellar.

Thanks for all the great interactions.

You fly to Miakoda.
At the Edge of the Forest


(Pink Aura) Miakoda the wood-elf is resting here.
A rabbit is here, scurrying for cover.
A rabbit is here, scurrying for cover.

wilderness outdoor <64%hp 32%m 14%mv 1 AM> You flicker and blur into the shape of a giant leech.
You maintain the hardness of your skin as you shapeshift.
You maintain your speed as you shapeshift.
You maintain your levitation as you shapeshift.
You maintain your phase as you shapeshift.
You maintain your phase as you shapeshift.
Your bones creak and snap under the strain of your trauma as you shapeshift.
Your shapeshifting scratches you.

wilderness outdoor <64%hp 30%m 14%mv 1 AM> bloodlet mia
You bite down on Miakoda and attach yourself.
Miakoda's blood loss mauls her.

wilderness outdoor <66%hp 30%m 14%mv 1 AM>
The blood begins to flow as you suck at the open wound.
Miakoda's blood loss wounds her.

wilderness outdoor <67%hp 30%m 14%mv 1 AM>
You begin to bloat as you continue sucking at the open wound.
Miakoda's blood loss wounds her.
Miakoda is incapacitated and will slowly die, if not aided.

wilderness outdoor <68%hp 30%m 14%mv 1 AM> gr

Miakoda's blood loss mauls her.
Miakoda is DEAD!!
Miakoda's arm is sliced from her dead body.



...Okay, fine, I was just trying to cure her scourge.

Miakoda never confirmed who she was in romance with, probably because she knew I hated you. She would've probably gotten an earful about you killing in the Inn -- I never, ever forgave that.

I was my own worse enemy. Well, Sobsod took over that role for a couple of days.

I was excited to make an acquaintance in the Reavers, but that quickly turned into a feeling of "Oops, I guess this is relationship or death match." Miakoda had a reason for wanting something unkind in her life though. You fit that bill rather brilliantly, even if you cost me a bunch of con dragging me off to get all my weapons broken! Dang you were high maintenance!

I feel stupid not knowing it was a complete farce. I did tell a bunch of people about us. I'm pretty sure everyone who asked if I loved you back got an answer similiar to "... I dunno, I guess. I'm sure she'd kill me if I didn't return the affection." Maybe not Dionis, I defended you to him. I never tried to change Amathylar or my mithril shortsword to wood only because of you. Every time you dragged me somewhere to get kicked around by mobs I thought, this is it. I'm dead. I'm convulsing and poisoned and blind and plagued. She's gonna kill me.

I felt that too.

It is absolutely amazing how much tension can be created in a text game, init?

I kept it going as long as I possibly could. Killing you prematurely would shut other doors leading from this deception. Including me messing with Dionis.

In your case, bird in hand was not greater than possible multiple birds in bush later. That and I actually loved your RP. :)

Your interactions with Adira I found intriguing and I was always not so
secretly hoping that she was about to kill you. It is a matter of
knowing how long to drag it out. Though that is now relevant now. I
think this was a good character. Well done.

I thought about approaching you a few times, but Miakoda was a bit afraid of you and of entangling herself in that web even further.

Life is eating up my availability too. Solid RP and fun to be around.

Good luck with that stuff. Sounds hectic and stressful.

I'm very much regretting not logging back on to save this character. I thought about it, but it seemed like an obligation instead of a desire. Just stress getting to me, I still love CF. It's a real shame I let her go. A wood-elf that got to act like a dog every now and then. My favorite character ever!

Thank you for everything, I had a lot of fun. Life is stressful for me right now, but I think I see a glimmer of hope.

I promise you that I'll return when my life is calm with less concerns. What I really need to learn to do is stop biting off more than I can chew, to make my life a joy to live, to only offer what I can give. So when stress leaves my mind unpolluted, it'll soon return when I get ganked and looted.

Will you place her statue in the villa? ;)

I did kind of, you know, auto-delete. The biggest shame of all.

Now, when almost all the heroes are dead, I can tell:
Dionis was upset, that you allowed Adira all those manipulations.. Sad that our timing was so different.

It was fun anyway! Looking forward for your next characters. good luck.

Put me to sleep and impregnate me without my knowledge? Wat? Everyone told me to kill you, I really should have!!!

It's too bad our interactions turned to constant arguing. We could have accomplished great things!

>Put me to sleep and impregnate me without my knowledge? Wat?
>Everyone told me to kill you, I really should have!!!
>
>It's too bad our interactions turned to constant arguing. We
>could have accomplished great things!

Aye , too bad we had so few time to interact together... Dionis was really mad about you.. But he was a good character inside, and would never hurt you.
Yes, he shared such thoughts about 'impregnate' with Daph...and we've really missed much fun... Through his life Dionis passed many stages of love to you...and died still loving you. :)