I don't think CF needs players like you who spam people with tells, go OOC in those same tells, swear excessively, and generally add nothing to the game but annoyance. I don't know what your problem is, but you should either get it worked out, or take it somewhere else. You have a real rage-on that probably indicates the need for some sort of medication. Seek it. I'd be eager to see your immortal comments, because I know I prayed about you more than once.