The whole self-demeaning thing was mostly RP. Illademn was born with crippled hands, and turned to magic to change his appearance. He therefore felt inferior to beings with natural grace.

In truth, however, it was easy be critical, because I don't hold myself in very high standing as a player. Skill-wise, I'm still quite the newbie. But it's all about having fun, isn't it?

Illademn