Damn, I'm really sad that you're gone. I liked Sylvrin very much, and I think you did an awesome job within the Fortress.

And the hell with pk'ing, tactics and such. This was obviously not what you wanted as a character and probably as a player, being still relatively new to the game and especially to the hero ranges. Personnally I couldn't care less if you are a good or bad pk'er (and/or typer), as long as you roleplay and keep the spirit, which you certainly did. Anyway I'm sure that with time and experience you'll probably come to enjoy the aspect of PK'ing and you will become better at it, whether you plan to or not :)

Good luck with your next!