Well I saw this coming. I even asked you if you were going to be like all the others and take your life ;) You said no.
It's such a shame that whenever the Scarabs start to become a powerhouse, the curse kicks in and they all up and delete. Having been there myself I know how hard it is when everyones against you, but that always keeps me from being bored. Well even though your still a little bitch, maybe you've finally changed for the better. Keep up the good work.