I'm not sure why you are still explaining yourself. I already said I was disappointed. No matter how you try to frame it, it does not take partial blame off you. Even if the staff was 100% wrong (obviously being 100% wrong is not realistic), it does not excuse how you were acting. That you have no guilt of how you were acting just tells me how little I should care about your choice. I'd rather have players who can treat others with respect and have mature conversations about problems or miscommunication. It may seem cold, but don't let the door hit you.