Damil Fischer the Breathless Ruminator, High Herald of the Eternal Star

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Description

Thick grey hair lies on top of this woman's head. The not-quite straight
hair falls just above her shoulders, covering her ears and barely avoids
being in her eyes. There is a slight shine and limpness to it, as if it is
always damp from recently coming out of the water. Hiding beneath this mess
is an oval shaped face, bearing angular features that give a somewhat
androgynous visage. The jaw is prominent, the cheekbones wide and high, the
nose small and slim, the dark eyes almond shaped and paired with monolids.
While she has thick skin, this ancient woman could not escape wrinkles.

Beyond that, she stands at five feet and ten inches. She features a slender
and bony build, with just enough curves in the right places to indicate
femininity. This woman is active, but her posture is poor and hunched forward
making her look smaller than she is. It is old lady syndrome; she could be
someone's grandmother. Her complexion would be overall pale with a neutral
undertone, but many hours have darkened it to a tan while leaving behind a
smattering of freckles on her cheeks.

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Score

Level	51	Sex	female	Race	human
Ethos	Neutral	Align	Neutral	Class	shapeshifter
Practices	4	Trains	0	Hometown	Tir-Talath
Exp	438900	To Level	21600	Sphere	Wisdom
Age old, 96 years old (633 hours)
Hit Points	682	Mana	986	Movement	972
Strength	16	Intelligence	23	Wisdom	20
Dexterity	17	Constitution	14	Charisma	16
Carry #	0/34	Carry Weight	0 lb 0 oz
Gold	151	Silver	267	Copper	0
Wimpy	200	Morale	Moderate
Hitroll	0	Damroll	0

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Chapter 14

The Breaking Dam
Added Sat Sep 30 20:38:06 2023 at level 51:

Once more a familiar scene plays out at the Eternal Star. Damil and Zicdorgle
are having a discussion about the Becoming. Damil is expressing her
displeasure with the whole idea and Zicdorgle is focused on his own
self-destructive tendencies. This is what bothers Damil. In her mind,
Zicdorgle becoming an undead is effective suicide. It is a corruption of who
he was and he is too reckless and unwise to see it.

During this spat, Erorm arrives and overhears the conversation. He offers his
opinion. As a paladin, it is no surprise he has a negative opinion. And Damil
agrees with the paladin's position. Erorm, so blinded by his own views,
never even notices that nor does he notice that Damil is already frustrated.
He attacks Zicdorgle, and Damil tosses him out of the establishment. The pair
starts yelling at each other, though Zicdorgle shuts up when she expresses
her displeasure.

But frustration and displeasure are such soft words for what Damil is
experiencing. She is furious. In this moment she wants to kill them both for
this feeling. She does not know why. Erorm starts talking to her. He tells
her if the Inn helps Zicdorgle in his quest to become an undead that she too
will experience the same wrath he brought down upon the necromancer. And it
all becomes clear.

She is in love with the necromancer as he is now, flaws and all. And when he
brings up his effective suicide, it hurts her on a deeper level than she
realized. She wants to prevent him from doing such a stupid thing. And when
Erorm interrupted with violence, she saw him as interfering with her attempts
to save Zicdorgle. They are both on the same side, and he's making it
worse! And threatening her? Erorm clearly doesn't realize the pain the
Herald would feel if she had to see Zicdorgle like that.

And with all of this, a flood of other feelings washed over the woman. The
dam was broken and her life is no longer as grey as she once perceived.

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Chapter 13

Building Pressure
Added Sat Sep 30 20:35:53 2023 at level 51:

It has been many years since Damil was named High Herald. It is not a
position she relished, but a position she felt a duty towards. It was
important that she continued to mark the history books, keep the Inn alive
and bring in new blood. And in doing so she accepted the fact she would
always feel a little distant from everyone. Fate has decreed she would not
truly love anyone and her elderly years would just be a vehicle towards the
Herald's future.

But things have a strange way of working out, especially when there is enough
time for feelings to grow and develop without forcing it. Pititti and
Zicdorgle are regulars at the Inn, and Damil, for the most part, welcomed
their company. In the case of Pititti, Damil thought she was fun and cute.
Eventually, Damil would start to claim she would kidnap Pititti from the
Skulls and adopt her! And yet, the Herald had a hard time recognizing she was
fond of the goblin.

Zicdorgle was another matter altogether. As a necromancer seeking to be a
Herald, he was an odd sort and Damil told herself she was not going to get
too attached. She got into many arguments and discussions with Zicdorgle
about his desire to follow through with the Becoming. It always ended up in
frustration and a hint of helplessness. He was stubborn and unhinged and
often told stories that could not be true. This was not a good man, and yet
when he asked her to do something for him, she was often quick to agree.

This much she recognized as a fondness. But in her mind, it could not be
anything all that deep. She was incapable of love, so surely she would not
fall for this garbage. She could not. It was not possible. Soon, though, she
will realize how wrong she is.

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Chapter 12

The Undercurrent
Added Sun Aug 27 20:59:01 2023 at level 51:

There are days when Damil sometimes wonders if she is cursed. Being a bit on
guard and being hypersensitive to perceived patterns can produce such
thoughts. Damil tells Celedyl that the next time they met, she wants to share
more of herself, and then Celedyl is gone. Damil asks Croder about their
connection and he's gone. Merthoc tells Damil she will be around and then
she's gone. Time and time again, Damil starts to open up and it ends up
being a false start. And all of this produces frustration and irritation. Is
it mourning?

All of it comes from a selfish place. How they should have stayed longer,
given her more of their time, did more for her and so on. Damil believes she
tries hard to understand others and to recognize deeper feelings from others.
That she tries hard to open up and there was simply not enough time. That she
tries to mimic certain behaviors. She remembers Garrick doesn't like fish.
She carries the veil Merthoc gave her. All the little things to show she's
paying attention or she can pretend to understand something like
sentimentality. So when they disappear, for one reason or another, Damil
cannot help but feel like it was a waste of time.

But Damil is wrong. Beneath it all, even she knows she's wrong. Every time
there is an attempt, successful or not, wisdom can be gained as long as one
is receptive to it. And beneath that perceived shallowness there is a deeper
current where feelings are developing and being experienced. Feelings are,
after all, often selfish. In her later years, Damil finally realized what she
was trying to express and understand all along. Love.

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Chapter 11

Uncharted Waters
Added Sun Aug 20 20:49:13 2023 at level 51:

Damil has fairly poor understanding on how to handle her few feelings. But,
they tend to wash away quickly. While feelings of abandonment or frustration
are frequent, it is very rare she holds any grudges. It might be difficult to
trust, but it is not often that she keeps to his anger. And sometimes, the
little things are what matters the most.

Rarywey brought in a tank to the stage, something she remembered Damil
mentioning, so the shapeshifter could one day work on an act involving her
swan(or any other amphibious forms she may one day learn). At the same time,
the Goddess elevated Damil to a Master Chef of the Inn! It took Damil
decades, but it has happened, and there was gratitude that she was not
forgotten in this way. Damil also felt that she can now think of other arts
to try to master, though she would never abandon her post as Chef!

During this exchange, the subject of Tsiynil was brought up. The river nymph
was put on timeout for tricking Damil. It was a sort of show to help elevate
her trust in her Goddess once more. The gesture was recognized as a kind one
and perhaps not even one Damil even deserved. It is very rare for people to
give her so much of their time and consideration. But even then, given how
difficult it is to build trust, the shapeshifter is still on guard. Perhaps
one day, with more frequent visits she can find some sense of security with
others.

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Chapter 10

Everyone Likes Clams
Added Mon Aug 14 20:54:42 2023 at level 51:

Once, when Damil was much younger, Rarywey mentioned she would be interested
to see where his natural curiosity would lead him. While he has had many
adventures, met many new people, prepared many dishes and had all kinds of
debates, no one could have foreseen the following misadventure.

Damil wanted to test something that he was entrusted with a long while ago,
and it led him hopping around from place to place in Thera. In the middle of
this experiment, he started to get hungry. At the time he found himself in
Ayr'trinil and he thought I can always see what the Arials have to offer by
way of food!

He found himself heading north into the Oddities Shop. That is where his
instincts guided him and he looked at what there was to offer. Damil noticed
what he saw was overpriced grapes and he had forgotten the warning back in
his initial studies to be wary of such things. So his curiosity was piqued.
Why were these grapes so expensive? They were bought, and he examined them.
He sensed a magical aura but no indication as to what they do.

A smarter, less impulsive man might have thought to ask around, or maybe not
risk anything at all. But instead he had to know what sort of effects they
would have! Down the hatch they went and it did not take him long to realize
he had bitten off more than he bargained for. The magic of the grapes forced
a painful and violent magical transformation into...a woman!

Fortunately, Damil is a shapeshifter, so new forms and magical
transformations come to him with ease. But unlike his other forms, he could
no longer go back to his old form. This feminine form is now the true form,
for better or for worse. But Damil is likely to take to it like a fish to
water. There is nothing Damil wanted to do that being a woman would be a
major setback after all!

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Chapter 9

Fish out of Water
Added Sat Aug 12 14:26:20 2023 at level 51:

Rarywey suggested that one day Tsiynil will tell Damil about herself at some
point. When next Damil visited Rarywey's shrine, it was Tsiynil that he had
a discussion with. Since it was his Goddess's shrine, and there was never a
mention about danger, Damil had the expectation of general safety from the
aspects of the shrine. It is a place he could feel safe and comfortable in so
he can further open himself up. That's how one can learn how to feel for
others. One has to be a little vulnerable.

Tsiynil's behavior was aggressive. At first, Damil just figured she was
teasing him or making a point of how she was in the past. That changed when
he walked into an obvious verbal trap. It ended up with her taking a chunk
out of his arm and telling him to leave. There was an implication she was
going to eat him if he stayed. He agreed to leave, saying he will come back
when she was less dangerous to him. As he left, Tysinil made it clear that
given how he tastes, she will always be dangerous.

And this devastated Damil. The emotional reaction was a bit stunning even for
him. If it was just annoyance or even a brief moment of fear, it would pass.
But it did not, and instead he felt loss and deep betrayal. Now the River,
the one where he was tasked to return to, is no longer safe to him. The
entire place's meaning to him has irrevocably changed. And Rarywey never
even warned him. For him, if she believed he was truly valuable(as she kept
on saying) she would have at least considered his safety. Then he started to
consider if he could ever come back.

In the end, he decided he would come back. But he would have to stay on land
(even if he often more comfortable in the water) and always on guard. He
would just fall back on old habits and never have an expectation that he will
ever feel that anyone cares. But at the very least he could say he didn't
break his agreement to keep returning.

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Chapter 8

Do Still Waters Run Deep?
Added Sat Aug 12 10:38:39 2023 at level 51:

"An Elf will never truly care about you."

These are words that Damil heard from Vethi in regards to Celedyl. The
shapeshifter knew that that the assassin was probably just trying to throw
him off guard or put a wedge between him and his developing friendship with
the elf. But it was still a verbalization of things that Damil
"suspected." That no one actually cared about him(and especially not an
elf or wood-elf). And why would they? His life will go by in a flash. And he
never felt deeply for anyone either, and the best he could do is do his best
to fake it.

Outwardly, Damil thanked Vethi for the advice and warning but stated that he
would be fine. It is best to give people at least a small chance for a
developing friendship after all! Damil also knew to moderate expectations.
People will often favor duty over friendship and will rarely take the time to
even consider connection. Connection is often taken for granted, and Damil
suspected because it comes naturally for most people. However, even with the
logic to moderate expectations, one cannot help one's feelings.

When his parents abandoned him, Damil just dismissed any feelings that could
be born out of this. In fact, it was just created as logic. People will just
abandon you when you are no longer worth it to them. Add an attempt to add
feelings, and one creates an individual who will not handle abandonment or
any suggestion of it. And if they don't care, they will leave.
Unfortunately, Celedyl did leave the realms which feed into these abandonment
and attachment issues. And it was further proof that an elf would not care
about him.

Of course there is that feeling Rarywey, a wood-elf goddess, is feeding him
nonsense about him being valuable. Damil can't help but study and analyze
every single action or inaction.

Immortal Comments

Mon Aug 7 22:48:39 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (237 hrs):
An Immortal added 100 exp for: Tsynil is a creep. You talked about preferred forms with her and then she bit you and said you're delicious. Pay her no mind.

Tue Aug 8 20:59:39 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (241 hrs):
An Immortal added 400 exp for: Damil explores an inquiry from Rarywey about his connections to others. He concluded he didn't really value himself, and will now remind himself of his own value.

Wed Aug 9 20:14:32 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (244 hrs):
An Immortal added 50 exp for: For participation in a storytelling event at the Inn.

Mon Aug 14 23:04:26 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (264 hrs):
An Immortal added 100 exp for: You had a chat with Rary about self perception and Tsiynil's toothiness.

Wed Aug 16 21:34:46 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (270 hrs):
An Immortal added 200 exp for: For hosting a Herald riddle-scavenger hunt.

Fri Aug 18 21:26:01 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (277 hrs):
An Immortal added 800 exp for: Damil contemplates abandonment and its traumatic impact to their personality, getting bitten by Tsiynil, and eating sex change grapes.

Mon Aug 21 22:44:17 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (284 hrs):
An Immortal added 100 exp for: We talked of empathy, warfare, and Zelisha not being alone! Quite a lot of ground covered today.

Fri Aug 25 22:32:41 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (298 hrs):
An Immortal added 100 exp for: You visited Rary and we spoke of the stars and hard lessons!

Wed Aug 30 21:35:28 2023 by 'Rarywey' at level 51 (313 hrs):
You're co-high-herald now with Eralastorn! Good luck!

Fri Sep 1 21:44:33 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (320 hrs):
An Immortal added 400 exp for: Damil finds joy as a master chef and somewhat forgives Rarywey for Tsiynil's transgressions. Also, she feels the sting of abandonment as friends die and disappear.

Fri Sep 1 22:08:13 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (320 hrs):
An Immortal added 75 exp for: A little visit in the Aryth to talk about the nature of the River of Souls and time.

Sat Sep 9 22:16:28 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (345 hrs):
An Immortal added 200 exp for: For hosting a Herald watery quiz event!

Wed Sep 20 22:52:59 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (381 hrs):
An Immortal added 100 exp for: Super long catch up chat with Rary where we talked about time and dreams being linked, had story and poetry time, and didn't indoctrinate Ios into a Herald cult.

Sat Sep 23 22:32:55 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (391 hrs):
An Immortal added 100 exp for: You visited Rary-shrine and we discussed, in depth, the reading of stars and many other things.

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Chapter 7

Water Reflects
Added Sat Aug 5 07:53:22 2023 at level 51:

Celedyl was one of the first people Damil asked about their connection. The
elf had positive things to say, offering up that the man was always willing
to offer up time and advice and had an inherently good soul. Of course, Damil
mostly found the exchange awkward but did not figure out why in the moment.
The self-awareness developed a bit later, during a talk about a traumatic
event in Celedyl's life.

Here, Damil was doing as he usually does, and that is asking a lot of
questions or adding leading comments to encourage more talking. So he could
learn more. That is when he figured it out. He did not value himself and
because of this he never really focused on his feelings beyond the surface
level. Since he never examined internally he never shared much of himself.
This sort of selfishness, as he now sees it, must have been why he could
never feel connection. A true connection must go both ways.

With that conclusion in mind, combined with some words from Rarywey, Damil
decided he must remind himself constantly that he is valuable(though he
won't forget everyone else is too), some will feel the same, and it is
important that he shows himself to those who do. With a greater understanding
of himself, and more willingness to share these things with others, he may
learn to recognize connections for what they are.

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Chapter 6

Multiple Streams
Added Sat Jul 29 09:57:11 2023 at level 51:

Damil hosted his first event at the Eternal Star! From his perspective, it
worked out well. It was one of the few times that he could be certain he was
feeling something even if he couldn't articulate it in specific terms. But
he did know that he enjoyed when he was making people feel welcomed or happy
and there was a sense of accomplishment. The day later he spoke with
Eralastorn about his experiences, and the High Herald encouraged Damil to
chase that feeling(or feelings in general?). It was an easy thing to agree to
even if it might take some effort to organize something else!

During said discussion, Viera reached out to Damil about an idea of hers. She
was hoping to bring those who interested in magic together to share knowledge
and understanding on the subject. The fire giant figured Damil would be a
better face for the group due to him being a Herald and a balanced soul; he
could get along with all kinds of people without fear of politics or
morality. This could be a staging ground for events. Damil agreed to at least
see what kind of interest there is and named the idea "The Curators of
Magic". So far the response has been lukewarm, but Damil is not above to
responding to people individually to address their own specific interests.

Then there was that visit to Rarywey's shrine. This time Damil made his
intentions clear and was marked as one of the Breathless. A Breathless
Ruminator, to be more specific, as the Goddess saw that he was a curious soul
that did a lot of thinking. In that meeting, the shapeshifter mentioned he
had a hard time feeling connections. He sensed that the Goddess
disagreed(though he could be very wrong in this perception), but she never
said as such. Instead she suggested he find people who might have a
connection with him and ask how they feel about it. He agreed to do it.

But he is dense, though, and might take a while to realize there are many
people that he could ask. He could even ask Eralastorn or Viera!

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Chapter 5

How to Become more than a Puddle?
Added Sun Jul 23 10:59:21 2023 at level 51:

It has been some time after Damil's first visit to Rarywey's shrine.
There, he had met a young druid seeking her blessing as well as the Goddess
herself. And he learned a bit more about the religion and was asked to
consider being part of the faith. At the time, Damil decided he would have to
think about it since it would be a commitment and he did not want a conflict
with what he is naturally inclined to do.

But think he did! And there is a small bit of questioning as the man is ever
worried that he is missing something. This will always be the case and Damil
is self aware enough to realize this. What he does know is that all he did
hear sounds like it would be good for him and his growth. Outside of his few
interests, Damil has a hard time truly feeling connecting with others and
experiencing deep emotions. This is something he is aware is important and
something to work on. He doesn't want to be merely a puddle any longer.

The Eddies mentioned is a connection of all souls, all swirling until they
are pushed out onto the next life anew. And the breathless are attempting to
bring about that feeling of breathlessness, which would likely require an
individual to try to live life to the fullest with a focus on others. In both
instances the faith could perhaps lead to him being a more connected and
feeling individual. Damil had also wanted to truly understand the religion,
and what better way is there to truly dive into it? Now the question remains
is when he actually takes the plunge.

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Chapter 4

Water is Fluid
Added Mon Jul 10 20:32:58 2023 at level 51:

In his travels and studies, Damil has interacted with many different people
both helping and learning from them. These range from the Imperials,
Outlanders and the Scions with just a dash of Fortress folk(though one day
that might change!). For the most part he doesn't really discriminate nor
do they have huge personal impact on him. He is just content that their lives
are better for his involvement without really caring too deeply about them

But even then, there are two people he is starting to associate on more than
one occasion for two different reasons. Damil had sought out Viera, the
Chancellor, not to work with the Scions, but to gain some basic understanding
of the Veil. Somehow, that ended up in a sort of apprenticeship. This was not
quite the intention but Damil was disinclined to outwardly dismiss the
Chancellor. He does not quite trust the long term intentions of the
anti-paladin and is very aware that the Scions could prove a threat to the
Inn. However, for now, he has decided to go along with it to both further his
knowledge and to get a better understanding of the Chancellor.

On the other side of the spectrum, he had been speaking to the Outlander
ranger, Mystrillania, who is much more attuned with nature. Damil has shared
some food with her and they were discussing various topics; philosophy,
spirituality and the 'poetry of his cooking.' Cooking and improving upon
recipes is an art form, but the shapeshifter does not consider it poetry,
even if the ranger disagreed. Through this discussion, Mystrillania claimed
she saw a sort of kindred spirit within Damil. And because of this, she had
encouraged him to seek out Rarywey at her shrine.

Gods and Goddesses tend to make Damil a bit shy. But if all he had to do is
go to her shrine, tell her that he was directed towards her by Mystrillania
and be himself, then that is something he could do. With his desires to
improve upon his art(to share upon others!) and his fascination with all
things water, perhaps it would be a more fulfilling visit than expected.

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Chapter 3

Heralds and other Updates
Added Mon Jul 3 17:56:37 2023 at level 51:

Given his desire to become an excellent (seafood) cook, it would only make
sense he'd seek the Heralds, a place that is open to all forms of art. And
he also understands the value of knowledge and wisdom gained and stored at
the Lyceum. It is important to keep it safe from those who would try to steal
or destroy any wisdom there.

So he has joined the Heralds. The last decade has been spent growing his
understanding of his magic, to better able to gather those ingredients and
making friends in various adventures and endeavors. He is ambivalent to what
those adventures would be and is willing to help both those of the light and
the dark, the chaotic and the orderly. The true hope is that by doing this,
he can keep a good impression of the Inn and limit the problems caused by
unruly and unscrupulous adventurers. It is also often a good way to broaden
his knowledge base.

This friendliness can be pushed, and those who attack him(or other Heralds)
repeatedly or cause issues for the Inn may get a different treatment.
BattleRagers in particular have been a source of much commotion in the Inn.
Their innate rage(it's in the name!) is perhaps too much for them to hold
it in to keep the peace. Of course, Damil knows how he is now is unlikely to
be effective against mighty warriors - and so there is a goal to figure out
how to thin the Veil, and keep said Veil thin.

In truth, Damil cares primarily about himself, his cooking, the Inn and the
sea critters. Most everything else is to ensure the long term progress or
protection of the above. A well loved Inn will keep the Lyceum safe. A well
tended veil will keep him safe. A willingness to consort with all sorts of
people will increase his knowledge base and so on. Perhaps there is wisdom in
accepting all kinds of folks and understanding that everyone needs each other
on some level.

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Chapter 2

The High Tower of Sorcery
Added Sat Jun 24 09:55:17 2023 at level 14:

Damil did not believe he was abandoned. It was a combination of naivety,
denial and being in a new place that sparked interest. At first he just
explored the first floor, and then he ran into one of the cooks. One thing
that his parents missed is that all those questions had a point: he picked up
on how to cook. He wasn't world class, but enough to help the overworked
cooks that day. That made him friends, and one of the cooks adopted him.

From there, he was able to work with the cooks for lodging and food. During
meal times, he could discuss all kinds of things with the students and
teachers at the High Tower of Sorcery. With as many people there, he could
find people who were willing to answer any of his questions and much more. A
lot of it was over his head, but over time he did start to pick up small bits
and made connections with those working for the Tower. This allowed him to
convince one of the teachers to allow him the opportunity to study in between
helping out as a cook.

It turns out he did have some talent and started his studies as a
shapeshifter. In time, Damil could learn how to become a mighty sea beast,
and use that to learn more about the oceans, and then expand to the rest of
Thera. It is now more than to just satisfy his curiosity, even though that is
still a big reason. This further knowledge can be put to other uses. It could
be used to understand how cultures develop in various places, it could be
shared with others to expand their minds, and it could be used to expand on
his ability to properly serve seafood dishes.

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Chapter 1

Early Fishing Beginnings
Added Sat Jun 24 09:51:43 2023 at level 14:

In a fishing village near the Loch Terradian there lived a family of three.
The father was a fisherman and would go out daily to bring in a haul, some of
which he brought home to the family. The mother did anything else that needed
to be done, chores, cooking and raising their only child, Damil. This was
just another family living their normal, dull day to day life. In most cases,
there would be nothing to see.

Yet, the young Damil's curiosity and energy could not be quite satisfied.
He was always willing to help both of his parents with whatever needed to be
done, but at the cost of them being hounded by many different questions from
the inquisitive boy, often about two initially different topics: aquatic life
and food. Still, he was willing to learn about any subject, and his need for
understanding became to such a point that both of his parents decided they
could not handle this talkative, curious, needy child. They just needed an
excuse to get rid of him without feeling like they did anything too bad.

And so they took a trip to the High Tower of Sorcery. Damil ran inside,
excited by the prospect he might have magical talented. This reaction was
expected. While he was so distracted, the parents departed, leaving him
there, making him the Tower's problem. These parents had convinced
themselves that their boy did have magical talent, so the Tower would take
care of him. Delusions were created so they never had to admit they were just
terrible parents.

Immortal Comments

Sat Sep 30 20:16:29 2023 by 'Rarywey' at level 51 (416 hrs):
For High Heralding so good and being particularly religious despite your sphere, have preacher.

Sat Sep 30 21:28:24 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (416 hrs):
An Immortal added 800 exp for: Damil still feels isolated from others, even as a High Herald, but she has made friends...and one such friend she soon realizes, much to her surprise and chagrin, she is in love with, and is trying to save from himself.

Sat Sep 30 21:50:38 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (416 hrs):
An Immortal added 75 exp for: For helping out with Zicdorgle's Orc Day Celebration at the Inn.

Fri Oct 6 21:41:15 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (433 hrs):
An Immortal added 50 exp for: For attending Drucin's Night of Ruler's Tales.

Sat Oct 7 22:41:16 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (437 hrs):
An Immortal added 75 exp for: For a visit to Rary shrine where you helped Iskrith with a self-realization, talked about new Breathless, Zicdorgle, and an upcoming to-do.

Fri Oct 13 22:21:25 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (456 hrs):
An Immortal added 200 exp for: For hosting the Slaughterhouse Party Improv at the Inn.

Mon Oct 16 21:42:45 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (464 hrs):
An Immortal added 100 exp for: For a chat with Zicdorgle exploring the motivations of goodly folk and just what we think about all that.

Mon Oct 23 22:07:35 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (489 hrs):
An Immortal added 50 exp for: Catch up time with Rary. We discussed your recent change in perspective, as a result of (ew gross) love.

Fri Oct 27 23:29:12 2023 by 'Rarywey' at level 51 (507 hrs):
Coming up with a form reward for you was a bit of a brain twister, but after fighting a golden retriever over some steaks, its form now belongs to you.

Mon Oct 30 21:46:11 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (519 hrs):
An Immortal added 200 exp for: For hosting a night of Frightful Fables at the Inn.

Tue Nov 7 20:56:29 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (547 hrs):
An Immortal added 100 exp for: For sharing their culture at the Celebration of Culture at the Inn.

Thu Nov 9 22:15:28 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (555 hrs):
An Immortal added 50 exp for: You had some questions about poetry projects, longevity, and marriage! Spaghetti at the reception or bust!

Wed Nov 15 23:59:35 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (581 hrs):
An Immortal added 100 exp for: For participating in an Arena Charity Event, Broken Bones for Broken Homes.

Fri Nov 17 22:43:37 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (590 hrs):
An Immortal added 100 exp for: You and Iskrith discussed with me the paths that lie ahead.

Statistics

Experience Breakdown

Experience from Cabal raiding	0
Experience from Skill improvements	9826
Experience from Exploration	23405
Experience from Quests	29750
Experience from Commerce	30280
Experience from Immortals	2885
Experience from Observation	34844

Adventuring Statistics

Character Created	Fri Jun 23 18:07:07 2023
Quests Completed	32
Exploration Points Found	91
(WANTED) Criminal	0 times
Thickening the Veil	0 items for 0
Thinning the Veil	223 items for 23800
Hours spent at Hero	572 hours
% of lifetime in the wilderness	25 %
% of lifetime in the cities	7 %
% of lifetime in the Inn of the Eternal Star	48 %
% of lifetime caballed	96 %

Immortal Comments

Sat Sep 30 20:16:29 2023 by 'Rarywey' at level 51 (416 hrs):
For High Heralding so good and being particularly religious despite your sphere, have preacher.

Sat Sep 30 21:28:24 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (416 hrs):
An Immortal added 800 exp for: Damil still feels isolated from others, even as a High Herald, but she has made friends...and one such friend she soon realizes, much to her surprise and chagrin, she is in love with, and is trying to save from himself.

Sat Sep 30 21:50:38 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (416 hrs):
An Immortal added 75 exp for: For helping out with Zicdorgle's Orc Day Celebration at the Inn.

Fri Oct 6 21:41:15 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (433 hrs):
An Immortal added 50 exp for: For attending Drucin's Night of Ruler's Tales.

Sat Oct 7 22:41:16 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (437 hrs):
An Immortal added 75 exp for: For a visit to Rary shrine where you helped Iskrith with a self-realization, talked about new Breathless, Zicdorgle, and an upcoming to-do.

Fri Oct 13 22:21:25 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (456 hrs):
An Immortal added 200 exp for: For hosting the Slaughterhouse Party Improv at the Inn.

Mon Oct 16 21:42:45 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (464 hrs):
An Immortal added 100 exp for: For a chat with Zicdorgle exploring the motivations of goodly folk and just what we think about all that.

Mon Oct 23 22:07:35 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (489 hrs):
An Immortal added 50 exp for: Catch up time with Rary. We discussed your recent change in perspective, as a result of (ew gross) love.

Fri Oct 27 23:29:12 2023 by 'Rarywey' at level 51 (507 hrs):
Coming up with a form reward for you was a bit of a brain twister, but after fighting a golden retriever over some steaks, its form now belongs to you.

Mon Oct 30 21:46:11 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (519 hrs):
An Immortal added 200 exp for: For hosting a night of Frightful Fables at the Inn.

Tue Nov 7 20:56:29 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (547 hrs):
An Immortal added 100 exp for: For sharing their culture at the Celebration of Culture at the Inn.

Thu Nov 9 22:15:28 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (555 hrs):
An Immortal added 50 exp for: You had some questions about poetry projects, longevity, and marriage! Spaghetti at the reception or bust!

Wed Nov 15 23:59:35 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (581 hrs):
An Immortal added 100 exp for: For participating in an Arena Charity Event, Broken Bones for Broken Homes.

Fri Nov 17 22:43:37 2023 by 'An Immortal' at level 51 (590 hrs):
An Immortal added 100 exp for: You and Iskrith discussed with me the paths that lie ahead.

PK Gank-O-Meter

PK Gank-O-Meter

Total PK Wins	1
Total PK Assists	1
Solo PKs	1
PKs with a group of 2	1
PKs with a group of 3	0
PKs with a group of 4+	0
Average Group Size Per Kill	1.50

Death's Gank-O-Meter says: Somewhat Ganky

Total PK Losses	3
Solo PK Losses	3
PK Losses to a group of 2	0
PK Losses to a group of 3	0
PK Losses to a group of 4+	0
Average Group Size Per Death	1.00

Death's Ganked-O-Meter says: Destroyed By The Honorbound

PK Statistics

PK Statistics

Total PK Wins	1 (1 at level 51)
Total PK Losses	3
Total Mob Deaths	11

PK Wins by Class
VS. transmuter	1

PK Wins by Cabal
VS. FORTRESS	1

PK Wins by Align
VS. Good	1
VS. Neutral	0
VS. Evil	0

PK Deaths by Class
VS. warrior	3

PK Deaths by Cabal
VS. BATTLE	3

PK Deaths by Align
VS. Good	2
VS. Neutral	1
VS. Evil	0

Spell List

Level 1	faerie fire	86%
Level 1	shell of the tortoise	87%
Level 2	detect magic	100%
Level 2	chitin of the crab	79%
Level 3	detect invis	100%
Level 3	hooves of the gazelle	1%
Level 3	scales of the crocodile	1%
Level 4	invis	81%
Level 4	tail of the lizard	1%
Level 5	hide of the rhino	1%
Level 6	horns of the bull	91%
Level 8	claw of the lion	1%
Level 9	eyes of the cat	1%
Level 10	fly	100%
Level 10	identify	100%
Level 10	paws of the cheetah	1%
Level 11	giant strength	100%
Level 12	fangs of the serpent	1%
Level 13	faerie fog	78%
Level 14	teleport	100%
Level 14	water breathing	100%
Level 14	shapeshift	100%
Level 14	ears of the bat	1%
Level 15	haste	100%
Level 17	dispel magic	74%
Level 18	cancellation	89%
Level 18	slow	100%
Level 22	fumble	74%
Level 23	enlarge	71%
Level 24	pass door	100%
Level 24	stone skin	100%
Level 25	scales of the dragon	100%
Level 26	reduce	74%
Level 28	word of recall	100%
Level 30	brutality of the shark	100%
Level 33	litheness of the dolphin	100%
Level 34	spiderhands	79%
Level 36	control translucence	100%
Level 36	hide of the walrus	100%
Level 37	detect artifact	89%
Level 39	gills of the axolotl	91%

Skill List

Level 1	dagger	95%
Level 1	staff	90%
Level 1	whip	86%
Level 1	scrolls	80%
Level 1	talismans	100%
Level 1	wands	100%
Level 1	recall	100%
Level 1	spellcraft	100%
Level 2	improved compare	93%
Level 2	improved consider	100%
Level 5	meditation	100%
Level 8	hand to hand	80%
Level 8	haggle	100%
Level 10	taletell	77%
Level 10	pen	100%
Level 11	inspect goods	1%
Level 12	sharpen sight	100%
Level 13	scribe	73%
Level 14	trance	100%
Level 14	cease fighting	70%
Level 15	fast healing	100%
Level 15	mix	100%
Level 17	parry	96%
Level 17	artistry	100%
Level 20	attune	100%
Level 20	pugil	1%
Level 20	lash	1%
Level 21	prosperous reputation	100%
Level 21	toss	79%
Level 25	second attack	100%
Level 27	mystical armor use	76%
Level 28	shapeshift skill	100%
Level 30	careful vision	100%
Level 31	trade connections	78%
Level 34	control levitation	100%
Level 35	legendary awareness	100%
Level 35	control speed	100%
Level 36	control skin	100%
Level 37	control phase	100%

Title History

Wed Jun 28 21:55:57 2023, level 33 (30 hrs):
Damil the Master of Size, Chef of the Eternal Star

Wed Jul 5 20:41:36 2023, level 51 (81 hrs):
Damil Fischer the Grand Master of Changelings, Chef of the Eternal Star

Wed Jul 26 22:36:57 2023, level 51 (180 hrs):
Damil Fischer the Grand Master of Changelings, Breathless Ruminator, Chef of the Eternal Star

Wed Aug 30 21:04:13 2023, level 51 (313 hrs):
Damil Fischer the Grand Mistress of Changelings, High Herald of the Eternal Star

Wed Aug 30 21:05:23 2023, level 51 (313 hrs):
Damil Fischer the Breathless Ruminator, High Herald of the Eternal Star

Arena Statistics

Wins	4
Losses	3

PK Wins

Sep 19, 2023|Lv 51|High Lord's Keep|Ilythyrra vs 1: <51> Damil (100%, pierce)
Oct 9, 2023 |Lv 51|Arkham|Pzorka vs 2: <51> Ryfin (100%, punch), <51> Damil (0%)

PK Deaths

Jul 2, 2023 |Lv 47|The Inn of the Eternal Star|vs 1: <51> Ruvende (100%, parting blow)
Jul 4, 2023 |Lv 51|The Inn of the Eternal Star|vs 1: <51> Ruvende (100%, wrath)
Jul 26, 2023|Lv 51|Forest of Prosimy|vs 1: <51> Eledsoere (100%, parting blow)

Leveling History

Jun 23, 2023 |Lv 2 |Hr 0 |
Jun 23, 2023 |Lv 3 |Hr 0 |
Jun 23, 2023 |Lv 4 |Hr 0 |
Jun 23, 2023 |Lv 5 |Hr 0 |
Jun 23, 2023 |Lv 6 |Hr 1 |
Jun 23, 2023 |Lv 7 |Hr 1 |7 Coiru,
Jun 23, 2023 |Lv 8 |Hr 1 |7 Coiru,
Jun 23, 2023 |Lv 9 |Hr 2 |8 Coiru,
Jun 23, 2023 |Lv 10|Hr 2 |9 Coiru,
Jun 23, 2023 |Lv 11|Hr 2 |10 Coiru,
Jun 23, 2023 |Lv 12|Hr 3 |
Jun 24, 2023 |Lv 13|Hr 3 |
Jun 24, 2023 |Lv 14|Hr 5 |
Jun 24, 2023 |Lv 15|Hr 8 |
Jun 25, 2023 |Lv 16|Hr 9 |20 Dorack,
Jun 25, 2023 |Lv 17|Hr 10 |21 Dorack,
Jun 25, 2023 |Lv 18|Hr 10 |22 Dorack,
Jun 25, 2023 |Lv 19|Hr 10 |22 Dorack,
Jun 25, 2023 |Lv 20|Hr 11 |23 Dorack,
Jun 25, 2023 |Lv 21|Hr 12 |20 Kaha, 19 Cucukh,
Jun 25, 2023 |Lv 22|Hr 12 |21 Kaha, 20 Cucukh,
Jun 25, 2023 |Lv 23|Hr 12 |22 Kaha, 21 Cucukh,
Jun 25, 2023 |Lv 24|Hr 13 |23 Kaha, 22 Cucukh,
Jun 25, 2023 |Lv 25|Hr 13 |24 Kaha,
Jun 25, 2023 |Lv 26|Hr 14 |
Jun 25, 2023 |Lv 27|Hr 20 |
Jun 26, 2023 |Lv 28|Hr 24 |25 Afloradi,
Jun 26, 2023 |Lv 29|Hr 24 |26 Afloradi,
Jun 26, 2023 |Lv 30|Hr 25 |27 Afloradi,
Jun 26, 2023 |Lv 31|Hr 25 |28 Afloradi,
Jun 27, 2023 |Lv 32|Hr 27 |
Jun 28, 2023 |Lv 33|Hr 29 |
Jun 29, 2023 |Lv 34|Hr 34 |31 Afloradi,
Jun 29, 2023 |Lv 35|Hr 35 |32 Afloradi,
Jun 29, 2023 |Lv 36|Hr 35 |33 Afloradi,
Jun 29, 2023 |Lv 37|Hr 36 |34 Afloradi,
Jun 29, 2023 |Lv 38|Hr 36 |35 Muirgrim,
Jun 30, 2023 |Lv 39|Hr 37 |36 Muirgrim,
Jul 1, 2023 (100% exp bonus)|Lv 40|Hr 45 |40 Muirgrim,
Jul 1, 2023 (100% exp bonus)|Lv 41|Hr 47 |47 Karalia, 51 Makdran,
Jul 1, 2023 (100% exp bonus)|Lv 42|Hr 47 |47 Karalia, 51 Makdran,
Jul 1, 2023 (100% exp bonus)|Lv 43|Hr 47 |
Jul 1, 2023 (100% exp bonus)|Lv 44|Hr 54 |51 Leemoine,
Jul 2, 2023 (100% exp bonus)|Lv 45|Hr 55 |41 Muirgrim,
Jul 2, 2023 (100% exp bonus)|Lv 46|Hr 56 |42 Muirgrim,
Jul 2, 2023 (100% exp bonus)|Lv 47|Hr 56 |43 Muirgrim,
Jul 2, 2023 (100% exp bonus)|Lv 48|Hr 57 |45 Muirgrim,
Jul 2, 2023 (100% exp bonus)|Lv 49|Hr 59 |51 Eralastorn, 49 Karalia,
Jul 2, 2023 (100% exp bonus)|Lv 50|Hr 60 |51 Eralastorn, 50 Karalia,
Jul 2, 2023 (100% exp bonus)|Lv 51|Hr 61 |43 Snickles, 48 Muirgrim,

Timeline

Fri Jun 23 18:12:25 2023 at level 1 (0 hrs):
Choose major focus water <PK: 0-0>

Sun Jun 25 08:39:24 2023 at level 15 (9 hrs):
Damil has pledged to the Heralds of the Eternal Star <PK: 0-0>

Sun Jun 25 10:17:48 2023 at level 20 (9 hrs):
Damil advanced to level 20 <PK: 0-0>

Sun Jun 25 11:07:19 2023 at level 20 (9 hrs):
Choose minor focus defense <PK: 0-0>

Mon Jun 26 18:42:36 2023 at level 27 (21 hrs):
Inducted into HERALD by Eralastorn <PK: 0-0>

Mon Jun 26 22:46:41 2023 at level 30 (22 hrs):
Damil advanced to level 30 <PK: 0-0>

Sat Jul 1 09:03:07 2023 at level 40 (44 hrs):
Damil advanced to level 40 <PK: 0-0>

Sun Jul 2 21:37:37 2023 at level 51 (60 hrs):
Damil advanced to level 51 <PK: 0-1>

Mon Aug 14 21:37:43 2023 at level 51 (264 hrs):
Rarywey has set edge master chef for Damil. <PK: 0-3>

Wed Aug 30 21:04:13 2023 at level 51 (313 hrs):
Damil has been granted by Rarywey <PK: 0-3>

Sat Sep 30 20:15:31 2023 at level 51 (416 hrs):
Rarywey has set edge preacher for Damil. <PK: 1-3>

Mob Deaths

Jul 1, 2023 |Lv 40|The Coral Head|an elite guard by pierce
Jul 1, 2023 |Lv 43|The Tower of Trothon|a Steel Golem by pound
Jul 1, 2023 |Lv 44|Ysigrath|a sahuagin raider by slice
Jul 8, 2023 |Lv 51|Coral Palace|the reef giant by crush
Jul 15, 2023|Lv 51|Lost Elven Vaults|the jade elf assassin by assassinate
Jul 16, 2023|Lv 51|The Coral Head|an elite guard by pierce
Jul 21, 2023|Lv 51|Island of Corte|the sergeant by smash
Jul 25, 2023|Lv 51|Enpolad's Game Garden|a slime-covered, hooktail dragon by impaling hook
Sep 4, 2023 |Lv 51|Abandoned Mines|the displacer beast by hit
Sep 18, 2023|Lv 51|The Black Lair|a half-black dragon orc berserker by spinebreaker
Oct 20, 2023|Lv 51|The Pumpkin Patch|the Reaper of the Fields by soul rend

Edges

Flaws

Racial Edges

Class Edges

Veins of Venom
Eater of Plagues
Muscle Memory
Ricochet Skin
Lesser Form Ferocity
Lesser Form Hardening

Edges

Fisherman
Preacher
Mana Sensitivity
Seasoned Traveler
Master Chef
Veil Render

Cabal Specifics

Cabal Statistics

# of logins with their cabal item	0
# of logins without their cabal item	0
# of logouts with their cabal item	0
# of logouts without their cabal item	0
# of times they lost their cabal item	0
# of times they retrieved their cabal item	0
# of times they took another cabal item	0

Class Specifics

You can shapeshift into the following

Level 15	Swan	Confident
Level 21	Giant gar	Confident
Level 25	Tuara lizard	Confident
Level 29	Stingray	Confident
Level 33	Bobcat	Confident
Level 42	Giant squid	Confident
Level 45	Retriever	Confident
Level 48	Komodo dragon	Confident