Role

Chapter 4

. When I first left the grove to explore, branch out
. and seek a new life, the refuge welcomed me with
. open arms, that being the NightReaver whom did.
. I was always welcomed, and enjoyed everyone whom
. that I met, but... something wasn't quite right.
.
. When Jeihyu and I first met at the bonfire, spoke
. about the Cadre and loyalty, I truly realised my
. "real" family. No ill will towards any of the Refuge
. at all, and every one of them are very close friends,
. But... Over the centuries it's becoming more and
. more obvious I don't belong. Other sentinels being
. so aggresive, destructive, all the branches as a whole
. in constant mission to attack and destroy... Yes,
. there is a wide plethra of things I don't agree with,
. and that wont change, but at the same time, I don't
. feel as though I belong as much as I thought I did.
.
. I love my friends and fellows among the tree, and
. always will, but it wouldn't be fair to keep pretending
. I am such a savage as they. My true family is the
. Cadre, and I recognize that now more than ever.
. For myself, my true family, and for the immaculate
. beauty of the Spark, I must separate myself from the
. limited freedoms of influences of the refuge, and
. open my eyes and mind to all that She oversees.
.
. This is my will, and it will be done.