Role

Chapter 1

In all her life, Aumaenka tries very hard to be just like her mother, who
in her mind, is the paragon of beauty and wisdom. She never did much really
for herself, and taught the teachings she believes called to her during
her enlightenment (or way to partial insanity) because she had to. She saw
Lyristeon as Wisdom itself, and worshipped him in awe and to an almost
cult-like belief.

So when Wisdom told her that wisdom cannot be fully attained unless you did
it and things for yourself, and not merely for what she 'had to do' or to do it
to please Wisdom itself, she was taken aback. That the Wise do not become wise
by doing others' work, but those who worked for themselves. That the only way
to true Wisdom was to seek to please herself, and that what pleases Wisdom himself
more than anything is a free spirit. That Wisdom was Wisdom only from experience,
and that Wisdom can only be for herself if she does things for herself and not
others. Very few grasp being one with the maw and fail, and that to truly
understand the way of the maw is to find it in herself and to live each day as if
it were her last. Then, will she understand Wisdom.

Aumaenka will gradually 'find it in herself', and stop living in the ghost of her
mother or what can be in the future. What pleases her most is power. Power that will
always grant her whatever she fancies and wants, power to control, and bear status
with the Great Dark Lords and Ladies themselves. Power to stand above all men and be
greater than them. What pleases her also, is the battle games of mind and fields that
will come with the seeking of what pleases her. She will also slowly become more and
more chaotic as she allows her own spirit to rise within her and not the powders and
rouge of her mother in her soul.

With the teachings of the Great Imp himself, she will slowly learn to do things only
for herself and her pleasure, and no one else. To work for none else save herself.
And to live each day as if it were last, be it a grand backstab, or wonderful
accomplishment, or anything else that causes no regret.