But instead of showing us how it could be done correctly, you created a character who went after neutrals for gear, despite being a Maran.

So take your own advice and quit acting like your #### doesn't stink.

I am so tired of players who seem to only play murder-everything characters no matter what role they are playing.

I think your Baerinika comments show you have grown up though a lot as you say. Now take those next few steps and dont pull quasi-OOC nans with your characters and to me you'd be one of the best CF has to offer.

For what its worth I have my own flaws as a player with OOC meltdowns and I too will be working on them.