Hi, I'm new player and I'm having a hard time figuring out what neutral/neutral means and how it differs from evil/chaotic. If the only constants in my character's behavior are that I'm amoral (NOT immoral, mind you, but truly amoral) and if I'm also joyfully selfish then what category do I fit under? Especially if everything else about my character's behavior may vary wildly from moment to moment. One moment I'm kind, the next quite petty, etc.

I'm also trying to understand Nexus as a neutral/neutral cabal. How exactly does it fit into the world of Thera? And how would I go about joining a cabal if it's the right fit?

Thanks in advance.