That's actually exactly what happened,

I could log in, search for more wands, cook, or help lowbies.....

Or I could work on a 326 excel sheet with BTS and Holiday sales info due in a month, or go to the park w/ the wife.....or for real cook...

As things picked up for me my drive to follow through on her fell through the cracks, and I said when I got Gear Hording code kicked thats it...

Logged and, and I was a gear whore. So, Attack Battle and Delete delete.

BTW, Loved Elkae, You were the drunken not so nice bard and I respected that.

In hindsight Glad I deleted, I get a reply from One person, HA

Guess I didn't do 1/2 as well as I thought I was.

In retrospect this many be it period for me.
27 and still MUDing like a 16 year old is getting kind of old.