>I felt like this character had quite a bit of substance.
>Having read the role and watching from a distance, I felt like
>you played the character as it should have been played
>although she leaned a bit more towards evil than neutral.
>
>You're right in some regards, I think the playerbase is a
>little more in tune with the feelings and emotions of the
>player rather than the character standing in front of them.
>I'd like to see a little more checking out of the player at
>the skull but that's a humble opinion.

I agree.

>
>In the Thror quest you played a great role and did a great job
>of spearheading my return. Many thanks. Without you or
>Woldrun I really wouldn't have come back for another month. I
>also did quite a bit of planning for the quest but couldn't
>deliver in game due to screwing up emotes and commands.
>Thanks for your patience on this.
>

Things like that are one of the reasons I, and I know others, play in the first place. Don't thank me, thank you.

>I will say that several things did rub me raw. You prayed - a
>lot. It got a little annoying at times.
>

Alright, I'll work on that. It would be helpful if you might specify which types of prays though. The "I dedicate this to you, Lady Yean" or things like that? "There is a weird echo here, thought you'd want to know" stuff? "I found a bunch of equ here and think it might be a multi-charring possibility" stuff? Those are just examples, I know there were other kinds. Just let me know what. I'm really honestly asking, not being sarcastic. I don't need excess reasons for people to harsh on my characters.

>I felt like you weren't content with your reward. I had
>several other rewards lined up but I felt like the con was
>really more suitable.
>

I wasn't. Not at all. And part of the reason is your fault, I have to say. You *asked* me what I want. So I told you. I even provided the item for you to "cobble" up from. If you hadn't asked me what I want, I wouldn't have asked about it a few times like I did. But you did, so I did. And as I mentioned below, normally, getting leader-ified means you get some con. I definitely would much rather have had something cool, some of that hidden lore we all talked about, anything at all, than 2 con. Two con by the way which meant I ended up at a negative 1 con for the quest, with nothing else to show for it. And yes, I know, we all do it for the fun, but we all also like the fun extra stuff we get when we participate and spend about 50-100 hours on a quest over two months and drop 3 con. Something. I got 2 con. Which I was going to get anyway from Yean, but then didn't because you gave it to me for your quest. You understand how that can be frustrating I hope. And no, I'm not saying I should have gotten some crazy quest skill that was an I win button. And you know that what I asked for was really nothing special game balance wise. So I hope people don't chime in with something like that.

>Keepin in character (as mentioned above) also means you have
>to understand your own mortality with specific mobs and
>Immortals. You crossed that line with the Wyrm in my quest
> he should have just smashed most of the villagers that
>snuffed themselves at him) and your comment towards Thror late
>in your life.
>

Maybe, but as you say, then we all did it. We were all doing the same thing at that point, I wasn't any different than Woldrun or Kale or the others. We can disagree on whether someone should have bent their neck and given up pride or not, I know Woldrun and I and most of the villagers think not, but you obviously do. And that's cool, we're allowed to disagree. But I don't see this as a criticism of me more than anyone else in the village at the time.

>I really, really didn't want to interrupt your drill and
>understand the effort you put towards it - but a Lich was
>online and wasn't being threatened by a single Villager. He
>was killing people left and right with no threat to his
>actions. It was almost an abomination to a God of Battle -
>that his village wasn't out hunting it.
>

Yeah, I gotta say, I think this was a ####ish move. You've been a good guy over the years and I don't think it's a game changer, but really, it was total crap. Let's be honest, it was *not* an ic thing. You weren't even visible for the drill. But you made the *OOC* decision to vis and then tell everyone to go hunt the lich. You can't say it was an abomination to you because you weren't even there, weren't even visible, until you decided you wanted to be, as you, the player, to go ahead and do what you did. That was a pure ooc decision. And it was wrong, in my opinion. Wrong for the game. PK'ing happens all the time. It's what people, especially ragers, are doing virtually 24/7. And the lich has been around for months, and will be for months. So why this one night, the one unique night when a player had organized and sponsored an event, did you choose to make a point of saying people should hunt the lich? It's just as ic realistic to say that having the complete drill would make them better hunters to actually succeed in hunting the lich, but cutting it off deprived them of that education. Whatver. You ruined the exact thing the staff always talk about, having players create rp, having players drive events, having players make things happen, and not just waiting for imms to do stuff. I did that, and you came down and slammed it shut midway through.

And as an aside, if you look at pbf's, you'll see that anyone who ever sponsors and runs an event gets some imm love for it, even if it's just a minute 20 xp, just a pat on the head to say hey, good job, thanks for doing it. Susu got nothing. And I don't much care about it, but it is more support for my point elsewhere about not getting imm love, at all.

>From an Imm standpoint there is a level of respect (as a
>BattleRager) and as a mortal that you have to uphold. It was
>water under the bridge after I addressed it but it definately
>wasn't a bright spot on your resume for this character.
>
>Well played. Hopefully all the negativity doesn't dissuade
>you from creating another character.
>

It won't, I'll be back soon enough. If for nothing else I need a char to go into the village and see Susu's name on the pillar!

>FYI - That was a crazy wall of text!