First of all, I wish to say that I was thinking about it for a while.

Well, that was a few 'Firsts'

- First Healer (Yes I know it was more than clear that I was new to healers)
- First Leader (You don't know how much I wanted an Imperial Leader. Hence why I decided to try with a sect where I had a few members and I'd be more at ease.)
- First time in Hell

So yeah, I rolled him I don't remember when and I was like 'Hmmm, should play something that I never played.' and I decided healer was the stuff. Empire too since I love the politics and evilness of this cabal. Hell, I tried to revive it back then...gotta use it all I can! I've felt I was done for this cabal. I could be an asshole and evil. I was wrong. So I apologize to all leaders of Empire I would have called 'Not evil enough' because I don't have it in me as well. One of the reason I deleted too. I couldn't get into the Leadership of this cabal I guess.

Then I was getting bored. I've always played offensive characters and it was itching me to do some stupid stuff thinking 'I will bring one down with me!' but as a healer...kick...some items that allowed me to be more offensive...but since I'm far from elite, I knew only two. Boots and staff. Otherwise, I'd be lashing. And that was sort of boring.

Then I am unsure what went wrong but I didn't get along with my Immortal. I know that I was mostly giving simply gifts and golds here and there to 'please' him but I would have like some 'Insight' or some 'Prep talks' or 'Teachings'. I mean, got empowered while I was at the Inn with some emote...then never had a sign until I came and gave him gifts (And sort of realized that there was a 'secret' word to speak with him...and at first I thought it was to open the door so I kinda did it 5-6 times in a row. Sorry Qaledus!) and I felt that it was just...not...you know, worth it. It reminded me of my first shaman Vortigern when I got empowered by Zulghinlour when he was coding Empire. He said 'I'm busy so I'll empower you and seek me later' and never had any news form him sadly. So yeah...

I did full loot a lot. I never do that usually but to fill the coffers, to be breaking my foe's spirit and to make it sound like an insult...well I would do this. Sorry. I got full looted too many times and never said anything back. I just took it on the shin and would regear. Kinda helped me to find quick gear for 'Magi class' which will surely help me in the future.

I may post goodbyes later but just feel free to answer and I'll respond when I can.

Yuber/Vortigern/Sakard/Yuntewara/Melchisedec/Diuseti and many others I always forget...