Sure, it sucks when a groupmate frags a goodie mob, because if you're also a goodie - you have to answer for it too.

The mechanical mistake you're talking about is one that can easily be roleplayed through IF you make an effort to bring it up either in conversation, PRAY(no prays for the record), or even a note.

It happened, you moved on, but never answered for it. Talking it through with other morts is good, but as any veteran goodie killer can tell you, your best bet to REALLY make it go away is with immortal interaction. Tons of current Fortress members had their mistakes too, so don't think you're alone in this, and they got through it and a few even became leaders.

So, what did I do after you didn't bring it up: Removed your pledge to the fortress so mortals couldn't induct you. That way, I could induct you myself once you made any type of progress beyond it. It was one mob, I'm very sympathetic to the one time offenders.

42 hours on a hero shifter is not a lot, so I figured you just wanted to delete and start over.

For reference, if your character kills a goodie or is involved in a goodie kill and you don't bring it up in prays or notes it's only going to get worse the longer you stay quiet about it. It will halt all other progress in religion, cabal, or other goodie aligned things.