Death_Angel | Tue 04-Aug-20 12:45 PM |
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#66982, "Cexonza's Role Chapter 4"
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RoleChapter 4 ... even if you're sitting there all alone. (2 of 2) Added Mon Sep 23 12:46:15 2019 at level 51:(Continued from last role chapter)
To add to her loneliness, Cexonza fears that her reaction to Sel being tossed from the Eternal Star has estranged her from Daphedee. Cexonza had been furious and disrespectful, and she hadn't minced words when she confronted Daphedee, Sayra, and Olin at the Inn. She and Daphedee haven't spoken since that fateful day. Cexonza recently tried to speak with the Lady of Flaws and had been wholly ignored (whether intentionally or because Daphedee was busy with a party at the Inn she doesnt know), but Cexonza believes that she deserves this alienation. In her heart of hearts, where the Imperial's training had begun to make its imprint when she was but a kitten, Cexonza believes that insolence such as she showed to Daphedee would deservedly be responded to with harsh punishment. She awaits the impending punishment with quiet resignation, rather than fearful apprehension.
Cexonza doesn't fear pain, punishment, or suffering any longer. She understands that the pain she now feels over losing Sel is equal to the joy she once had with him. She's also long since come to believe that there's virtue in her suffering, and that her pain is worthwhile if it saves another from feeling the same. For example, all the time that the Unspoken One had terrorized and tortured her was time that he had not been tormenting somebody else, and so she sees her capacity to endure agony as a means by which she protected the rest of the world. Just as her rattlesnake form allows her to shed great volumes of blood so that others might stay safe, Cexonza's capacity to be hurt has always been her greatest tool in protecting others.
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[OUTLANDER] Cexonza Drevas the Scarred Widow, Lovelorn...
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