Role

Chapter 5

Sel is a bit conflicted on the events that happened. As much as he loves
Cexonza he wasn't sure he wanted to stop her from sacrificing herself. The
moment he learned that it would help save the world he realized that it would
make for a better painting if she did. Yes she'd be missing her fur in places
but he could use his talents to fill in the damaged parts with colors that
would accent her beauty. Plus the story behind how she came to be injured
would increase the depth that the painting had.


His suffering to see and hear her in pain would also push him forward to
make this painting the greatest piece of art he could make. He'd put his
heart and soul into making it great so that she didn't suffer in vain.


He decided against pushing her toward doing it as it would be a bit
suspicious. If she was going to choose to do this he saw no reason to try and
stop her. Especially if it'd help him create greater art but a nagging
notion....forced him to at least push her toward other options. He had to
make sure she was doing this because she wanted to. It would mean nothing if
she was pushed into it.


He sought out advice on the moral ambiguity of the issue and was told to
stop her from doing such a good deed would be consider evil. So he feels less
guilty about not trying as hard to stop her. He was willing to take her place
if things had been different but he realizes those are just words. So he will
just refuse to tell anyone that bit.