Because literally nothing bad happened to your character, and you threw it away because you thought it might.

That's just beyond absurd.

You did what a truly good person would do if they were involved in that. You showed remorse, apologized and tried to make it better as best as you could. That is literally all that's required.

There is no axe about to drop. Nothing bad was going to happen to you.

Most people in Fort have killed a good character at least once, including some in leadership positions. The ones that overcome it are the ones that actually roleplay good align, which it sounds like you did just fine.


Bottom Line: You threw away your character because you believe all the crap people are spreading. Now you're trying to spread more of it. None of it is true. Just play your character and you're fine.