>I've fought these ####ing bastards god damn it!
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>They have to ####ing die.
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>Man this is a bad subject for me because it takes me to some
>####ed up places I thought I left in the desert.
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>I need out of this topic bad.
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>You people just don't know.

You've experienced a trauma and now you can't see beyond it. This is no better than the white man mugged by a black guy who turns around and wants to lynch black people. Your experiences were far worse than mugging, of course, but it's the same basic idea.

Just because you went through something horrible doesn't mean you see the truth of the world better than anyone else. You just see a truth that's twisted by a personal hardship. PTSD is not known for bringing clarity of thought.

Muslims are not all bad people. I don't mean this sarcastically at all, but I think you should seek counseling if you aren't already. My understanding is that the military does pretty well at providing psychological services for veterans these days.