...that you have had more than one character much less multiple heralds. This is very much a case of the pot calling the kettle black and such...

If Elkae is any representation of your natural charisma, I'm sure the list is forgetful, whether short or long.

That being said, I'll wait to give you the full run down with actual constructive advice when you die or auto delete, as opposed to whatever you think it is you're doing that's worthwhile here or in game.