My taking your empowerment away was so that you would learn the religion better and understand it. Giving a sanc to an orderly person and healing them when they are fighting someone who is chaotic while you are chaotic is a big no-no. Unless they are in your cabal and it is a raid situation. Even then, you should be wary. To give you some insight, if you had turned on the orderly person and helped the chaotic, you probably would have earned the tattoo regardless of the outcome. You got your full empowerment just from talking to Srinlete that one day. My religion is very easy to become part of, it is difficult to stay a part of because it requires some of the most chaotic risk taking. Good luck with your next.