I was horribly rash sometimes, but it pissed me off beyond words when I would go in and take the Nightwalker down quite low and then when I asked for some others to go in and finish it or keep you busy while I rested up I got no help. I always wanted some leadership but when Gwim Imm'd and Nun became Cap and Sassmi the lone Lieutenant I figured that as much as anything was a message that I wasn't considered leadership material. <shrug> I'll figure it all out in time and maybe one day I'll have the rp and pk skills to land a leader position in a house. I'm just not there yet.