It's months in the past, so I don't mind revealing it now. :)

In the early days, a lot of the times you likely thought I was Fortlander I was actually booted out of Outlander by Auldr and running around with non paladin Fortress. This included some defenses of the Refuge, where I was running huge risks since I wasn't immune to snares, Spirit, et al. As well as some defenses of Fortress that I'm sure appeared as frustrating as when Buereneus picked me off in reverse situations.

I just running a bluff since I thought I'd have a better chance if it seemed I was still in the cabal. I also had plenty scion and nexun and trib air/offense + that air/water Chancellor and Hilamar gating to me. Ironically we might have been having the same sort of days during diff time slots. There was plenty going on to feel the epic adversity :)

You eventually figured it out, of course :)