I'm proud of you for actually sinking the time in. You have always had the right to criticize my opinion, even without sinking the time into the game. The difference is now that your opinion actually holds some weight when you speak of changes/adjustments because its rooted in actual experiences not just perceptions.

I could go on further but like all attempted discussions with you, it would probably go nowhere. Good luck with your life if you are really going to be gone and hopefully you can find a hobby that you actually enjoy.