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Chapter 9

Moody Mourner and a Doll
Added Tue Apr 7 14:16:55 2020 at level 45:

To all those who socialize with her, Mae appears to be a happy go lucky,
willing to experience everything life has to offer, never to hold onto anger
for too long. However, the stresses she has lived through have begun to lead
to the path of madness, constant interaction with the Doll and the traumas of
her early life, have caused this. This madness is not an ill thing, it has
caused her spirit to strengthen for the trails ahead. Through this madness,
Mae has changed, no longer the depressed, stoic mourner, her mood has shifted
from a pessimist to an optimist with a twist. She may not have realized, but
her personal mourning shifted from an internal process has begun to
externalize it. This a sudden shift in her personality has also changed how
she processes all kinds of pain and her focus.

Pain now for Mae is not to be internalized, it has become a source of joy,
she relishes it, makes her feel alive. This pain needs to be felt by all, her
battles in Eil Shaeria, while helping her skills, gave her a new hate for all
things undead. Physical pain for Mae, is the precursor for emotional pain,
without a shock to her body, she believes true emotional pain cannot be felt
and ultimately enjoyed. The undead are the antithesis of her existence. She
has learned all skills and magic available to her chosen profession, she
wields fire and silver weapons, now she will focus training on how to better
slay that which is worse than dead where the body no longer feels, the
undead.