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Chapter 2

Deeper into Despair, though desire still burns, power is gained by the lust does not faulter
Added Wed Sep 5 18:32:08 2018 at level 51:

It has been many years sense I made my pursuit towards the Empire,
and I have achieved much, to be named an Elite of the blade sect.
Who would have know that the lust of power could have gotten me
so much in this world. Though, I do still live with a dire past, it will not
change my outlook of such tragedy in my life, that I will share with those who
oppose the Empire.

I have met Father Morious, and what a pleasing experience it was.
I had not spoken to him in great detail, as I was brought to him with
a priest of his, Ragast, one I must admit I've grown akin to.
I have found that my lust and desire have grown a bit more physical again, as to
the days of when I was a whore, and I enjoyed at least some of the clients.
I am beyond those days, though the urge does cling from time to time, just like this
overhelming desire for power, greatness, fortune. Desire itself to be one who brings true
despair against those who do not dwell in such.

I do yern though to speak with the Father again, I have tried, but perhaps my
first impression was not quite pleasing to him. I will continue to try more, but
perhaps even I can be too far lost in despair.