Role

Chapter 3

Trust.
Added Tue Feb 20 20:49:20 2007 at level 29:

Ah, life. I find myself enjoying odd things from time to time, for instance
I have reveled in the actions of an individual even though they were terribly
against the laws that keep civility within the cities. The cities which I am
sworn to protect yet find myself at the ends of the spectrum. I shall never
walk away from this for there must be an antithesis to the vagrant wild men,
but at times I find myself utterly bored, and this can be instantly changed.
I continually am amazed by this, the thought of it is even to still the
boredom of even the lengthiest watch. Does this make me wrong? This lust for
the heat of combat. Even if I am merely watching it and making life and death
judgements? Is there a right and wrong, aside from the decorum? Does it even
matter? I do not know, I only know that I have found myself here for a reason
and I shall continue on whether it is history or belief that drives me, it
drives me all the same. I have also begun to truly find a twisted sort of
enjoyment out of being far too polite and wickedly righteous to those that
would speak down to me as if I were some common murderous guild member.
Slowly they begin to grudgingly question their initial appraisal of me.
Slowly they find themselves admiring me in all of my different faculties.
Slowly, I have even noticed, some of them begin to trust me. Fools, they know
nothing of me, nothing of the lengths I will go to. Nothing of the ends! I
shall continue as I have been, let my enemies gain respect, let them even
consider me friend. The laws of the cities shall spread further and further,
there shall be a semblance of order!!